mrEZZO

2010-05-07T01:04:00.002+08:00

Hello.
Bye.
:)

2010-04-25T23:48:00.002+08:00

Salam,
Peace upon you, who read this =) *and i doubt somebody gonna read this -.-" *
Its been a long time since i've last updated...*ok this line is becoming too cliche needs to be change*
sorry been busy with life....*ok this one too...its becoming cliche wth...*
well like i said in the previous post, i'm busy with Np, Silat and now School!!
Ok, for NP, i'll be skipping some training due to school works and stuff...but then again i had to come down for training due to the grand parade this mid-july...
and for Silat, well sadly didn't make it to the IVP'10 team...
*kinda expected since i lost a fight against one of my senior*
but then again, it kinda takes a few burden off to always come down for training... :)
better luck next time, i guess....
and school, well as usual, mum expected higher grades from me...
*like duh~ slaps forehead*
kinda sucks rite when you tried your best and then the result of it doesn't always come out the way you expected...haiz....
well sometimes there's a reason for it, for Allah knows it all...
ok i think i gtg since its like late and i need to sleep for tmr school...-.-"
orite tc and bb tc cya :)
Peace~

2010-03-31T01:35:00.002+08:00

Salam,
hello there, *actually i'm not sure who will be reading this...*
anyway, just an update....(while waiting for Champ League Night Match to start...hehehe)
recently i've been busy with NP and Silat....well that as usual i guess...
but i guess things have been more complicated than i expected....
i'm not sure which is worst, having too much commitment or commitment too many...
*what's the diff? i'm not quite sure...hmm...*
but still the line says it all....firstly, today we had our 1st rehearsal for the grand opening ceremony for the school....and i tell you it was quite stressful that i myself make mistakes....haiz....
what to do...but thats not all, the GOH contingent them self, isn't even reach my lowest expectation...well can't blame them though, it was their first grand parade....the only reasonable person to blame would be me...haiz...the only thing that i want was to have a great parade for them to remember thats all....its that even hard to ask for???
hmm....thats on NP side,
and on Silat side, well the truth is i have been getting "lazy" to come for training....i don't know why but its like a disease, once i had it, its hard to cure....and thats not the only thing, being a Asst.Secretary is quite tough when the person that you need them to guide you is busy....
well somehow that is understandable...due to school and stuff...but still can't anybody else help me? i hate when people expect me to do something while they left me just like that...
*its ok if you don't understand the paragraph above...* too much things to say but don't know how to put it together....
haiz....
somehow right now i need somebody to talk to....feel like talking about the past, present and the future...but then who in the right mind would listen to me...right?
i mean why bother listening to others when you got your own problem...right?
k well actually i was hoping nobody would read this but who the hell cares...
*some more i don't think people read blogs now days*
for now i write where it makes sense to me....but in the future later, i'll be like,wth is wrong with me...hahahhaa...
k2 i think i gtg....
its getting late...
bb tc and CYA
thanks and regards,
Peace out :)

2010-03-21T22:00:00.003+08:00

Salam semue,
k first of all,
i'm not even sure if anyone is reading this....
well obviously its been dead since last month i think...ahaha lolx
wth....
anyways i'm kinda bored..... since i got nothing much to do other than playing games, and watching tv shows....

well ok its not like i'm damn free but i NEED rest....
well recently just got back from NP Camp....it was hectic....
and i'm really proud of my "KECIKS"!!!!
they really proof to others,and them self, that they can march and do drills really well....
(with Faisal and MY help that is.....hehehehehehe...)
hope they can maintain and improve on their drills to make it to the GOH Contingent....
YEAH!!! hahahahaha.....

well after the whole 3D2N Camp.....i actually plan to get back home and sleep but got call to come to the Silat friendly against NTU....
SOOOOO....YEAH... it was like.....
3D2N Camp got home, 5 min bath and out to Friendly....
i was like knock-out *like literately esp in the train....*
and the Friendly was ok to tell the truth i'm quite proud of myself too....
didn't black out during the fight....hehehehehe
(actually i was worried that i would black out coz i'm toooooo tired......)
but the fight itself, i was ok....i guess...hahahahaz....
and i got some bruises on my leg and shoulder...ado~
mampos aku....haiz....

anyway gtg gonna go sleep....
tired...
BB TC and salam...
peace out =)

2010-02-04T22:35:00.002+08:00

Salam Peeps ^_^
how are you people?
hahaha...
alright, i'm bored...so gonna do some shit...lolx XD
anyway i have been busy lately....and problems keep coming....
first about my studies...i don't know if i could handle it for the next few years...

and secondly about silat....i have to lose ard 7-8kg because i want to fight in class category "A"
which weigh in about 45-50kg... and now my weight is like 56kg....haiz....
i don't think i could make it and some more, i have check and if i were to lose weight to 50 kg and below, my BMI is consider UNDERWEIGHT!!! and so i had high chance of not going to IVP'10
haiz....mampos la aku....

and last but not least about NPCC, long time since i came down for training....due to school and projects...haiz....

anyway i gtg....
haha lolx XD till next time....
bb
nite and salam =)

2009-12-20T00:05:00.003+08:00

Hey3, wussup...
hahaha...
ok let me put it short (but not sweet.)
-Common Test OVER
-2 Weeks of Holiday
-Gonna be busy with Silat and NPCC
-Mom pestering me to find a job
-Wanna lepak with my peeps
and yeah thats all...
i think...
hahaha
k till then...
(i'm not sure when i'll be back again)
bb TC
{-_-}v ~peace~

2009-11-29T22:16:00.002+08:00

Hey3 wussup?!
hahaha ok..
i think its been like nearly a month i didn't update the blog...hahaha
kinda been bz..haiz....
anyway recently been celebrating Hari Raya Haji...
was fun :) Yeah..hahah
ok2...
lets move on to today....
today, woke up late adn found out there's no religious class today...hehehe...
anyways adiks been staying at Nyayi's house for like 4 days? hahaha
yeah the house been quieter kinda cool...hahaha
so did nothing much today. just went out with Sis to JP buy adiks some assessment books for next year academic studies...hahahthen went to eat at LJS...and lepak ard there and went back home :)

hahah ok now i'm kinda bored don't know what to do and i just receive a text from a Ah-Xian, tmr class start at 11am...
wohoo...ahaks...
k2 i think i gtg... gonna play games :)
see ya..

2009-10-30T23:53:00.002+08:00

Hey3, wussup...
hahaha orite, so let me re-cap what happen for the past few days,
On Wed, had Silat training, so far it was tiring but still lots of room for improvement (chey bbual mcm paham..)

then on Thursday, went to Mudd's Gamelan performance, Kirana...it was GEREK!! hahah the only peeps that went was, Me, Wir, Erah,Rafi and Shak...had loads of fun...and Shak was like crazy with his "Knock Knock" Jokes...WTH?! HAHAHAHA

Orite then for today, hmm...well as usual went to school. yada3...
and ended at 6 pm...haiz...
got home, did some stuff...yada3...
and now feel kinda bored...WTH? hahaha

k2 i think i gtg gonna pack my bag for tomorrow silat...hahaha adn tmr going to Nyayi House...
WOHOO!!! hahahah
k2 bb tc and cya =D

2009-10-27T23:31:00.002+08:00

Hello there, =D
Alright so for today, went to school at 1 pm. as usual.(i think haha) well first lesson was English..
well lets just say the lesson was somehow interesting. different form those secondary school lesson.hahaha
then had maths. It was alright. and we kinda understood what the lesson was about. cool huh?
haha well lets say the lecturer was kinda "understanding". Meaning when we don't understand she really teach us till we got it. hahaha cool huh? and i tot Poly lecturer were strict and doesn't have these "understanding attributes"..hahaha
anyway so after school went back home...
at home did nothing much, hmm...
and i think my daily routine is getting boring WTH?!
hmm...
hahaha
well what to do, adn complaining doesn't make things lively does it? haha

ok so for tomorrow well, gonna help Shazrul with his workout at the gym..and also had silat training...hmm...gonna be one hack of a tiring day...hahaha
ouh and on thursday, i had an event at RP had to go!! Mudd performing =))))
can't wait =D

k wellz i gtg, gonna pack my stuff for tomorrow...
so cya TC and bb =D

2009-10-25T21:31:00.003+08:00

Hey there,
wussup =D

Orite so for today, hmm....
well lets start off with today morning,
went to religious class (as usual),
then went back home,
and went to Funan IT Mall alone...
(mcm kecian pulak kluar sorg, tapi mcm dah biase juge kluar sorg2.....hahaha)
ok well went there to send my laptop for a service.
but in the end, i end up with a receipt and a "2 week notice"..hahaha like wth..
meaning, i have to wait for 2 or MORE weeks to have a replacement for my current laptop...
WTH...
(like what my sis said: LOSER SAK)

hahaha
anyway talking about this, i remember something.
people this days seldom smile.
like seriously...every time i see people's faces,
its either they have a grumpy face or the"what-are-you-looking-at" face, you know...something like that.
I mean, its not wrong to have a "grumpy" face but would it be better if they have a smile on their face. like seriously.
To me, people who have smiley faces look better than others.
I love people who smile coz it look better on them

Also, DO YOU KNOW THAT: MUSCLES NEEDED TO SMILE IS LESSER THAN MUSCLES NEEDED TO FROWN!!

So in other words, SMILE PEOPLE, SMILE!!!
(kalau senyum dgn muke yg ceria boleh dpt pahala tau =D)

Like how The Joker (in The Dark Knight) said, "Why So Serious?"
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA

OK i think i should stop talking about smiling (for now).
anyway my hair is getting longer, should i cut or keep it longer? hmm...
Sis ask me to keep it longer, just to see the outcome of it, thats bcoz i nvr tried to keep my hair long, well it not my thing, you know, but i want to see the outcome too. for once. =D
hahaha cool pe, hmm....

and also i think, i wanna start on exercising my body. its getting weak. hahaha
hmm... should i start on my arms and shoulder or my abs (and get 6 packs, hahaha mcm paham)
or my legs? hmmm....upper body or lower body??

k well i think i gtg tmr School babeh...and i haven't pack my bag yet and i'm not sure what to wear for tmr. hmm...
and some more, tmr start at 8am till 6pm...
mampos -___-"

hahaha k2 gtg bb TC and CYA =))

ouh yeah and SMILE!!! =D

2009-10-24T13:23:00.002+08:00

hey3...

wussup
ok so...this week, school resume, as new semester begins met new friends too...
so far the module for this semester wasn't a lot but i heard that its tougher compared to the modules in semester 1.
And most of the modules are electrical stuff, maths (as usual), communication skills and English.
YES!!! LET ME REPEAT, ENGLISH!!!
damn, why must it be english? why not other language like German or Japanese...ado~
ouh yeah and we got some new lecturers, well actually they are like new to us coz we just met them. except for the maths lecturer, got the same maths lecturer.
haiz...xian...hahaha
and so far for this week nothing we did nothing much, since its the first week of the new semester.

also, i hate my time table for this semester. especially on Monday. why?
well its because it start at 8am and ended at 6pm. WTH...
and some more i had only 1 hour of break...
(mcm mane tk penat, giler...lagi2 skola kat NYP jauh giler dari umah aku....took 1 hr journey to and fro from school to home....ado~ bile nk game...)
and also, on Friday, i had to skip a tutorial class to go to my usual Friday Prayers.
(gini pulak mcm mane nk survive...)
-___-"

Ok so for today, (24-10-2009)
had Sec 1's Swearing-In Ceremony and Area 17 Games Day. ^__^
so in the morning had to go to school and report there, then afterward went to Juying sec.
and i got the new rank and buttons. Its totally different from the old ones and on the ranks, it had an embedded NPCC words. Hahahaha...
and from far it look better. hahaha
ok well Sir Naza and Sir Zul and Ma'am Sandy follow us too...but Ma'am went off early due to work.
there met some officers that i recognise, Meiyu, Jolene , Sam, Brendon, Leonard and also a few cadets because i met them during this year ATC/STC like Amri, i think thats his name and another Amirah...
and the ceremony was very short. and when i said short it mean short. OoOops XD jkjk

ok well after that we had our Games day.....
Sir Zul, Sir Naza, NCO Caleb and NCO Yong Fong (sp?) help me out
my unit had this marksmen soccer shoot out...well starting was fun and eventually it got boring coz they finish the game like 30 mins later. And when we ask the NCO in-charge of my game area, Amirah, if i'm not wrong. She said that they got 1hour to play, and we were like WTH?!
so yeah thanks to Sir Zul and Sir Naza they managed to think of another game. hahaha
and end up playing Captain's Ball... hahaha
in the end, other group wanna play the game....
(hahaha kekek sak dorg senang aku nak curi bola dari dorg... nampak sah dorg pendek hehehe jahat sak aku...)
then it ended...haha (hope that i could meet them again next year STC/ATC)
so yeah after that went back to school and went home...
(tired la sehy....well actually not because of the Game but i'm lack of sleep recently...i wonder why..hmm..)

Ouh yeah, tmr i'm planning to go to FUNAN IT MALL,
to send my laptop for repair...and i heard, from one of my classmate, he said it took 3 weeks to repair it..WTH la...
anyway WHO WANNA FOLLOW ME TOMORROW?
ANY ONE? HAHAHAHA

orite i guess i'll end here then....
till then, CYA and bye bye TC
^____^

Well, I'm not paralyzed
But I seem to be struck by you
I wanna make you move
Because you're standing still!

(Paralyzed by Finger Eleven)

2009-10-18T00:20:00.002+08:00

Hey there....
wussup...
hahahaha
Orite...so for today, i played soccer, twice.
haha kinda tiring for today...
ok2..
lets start off with a proper details.
today morning dad and both lil'bros went to some family outing held by my father's friends, while mom went out to work and sis stayed at home and me getting ready to play soccer...
so i went there and met yass, sufian and aiman in the bus otw to the street soccer court.
there, Mudd and his both lil'bros had already arrived.
then sufiyan came, after that wir, momments later hisyam(sp?) arrived and later marcus...
and after a match, ami came...
hahaha cool pe...
yeah so is kinda fun ouh yeah and there's this group of chinese came..
yeah so we played a few matchs...
yada3...
then went off, me, ami, yass, marcus and aiman, went to 399 to have our brunch (breakfast and lunch combine together...)
met azri there...hahaha
then me and ami walk to lakeside mrt....
i had my ezlink top-up then "send" ami home... hahaha
ouh yeah we also met jasila, shu zhen and yienn on the way back...hahaha cool pe...
anyway, so i went back home...
got home did some house chores then moments later, fiq (ini syafiq budak boon lay...hahaha)
call and ajak-ed me to play soccer....
so yeah (like duhhh...) i join...
then yada3....
got home with 3 big blister on the foot (two on the right foot and one on the left)
nothing much coz i'm getting used to it (even though it hurts) and this time the size of it is like the size of a 0.50 cent coin...hahaha cool pe...
ok2
then at night sis went out with her friends and i'm at home eating mac and cheese...hahaha
anyway the Mac & cheese was made by my sister and surprisingly she can cook well...
k actually not as good as my mother but hey! at least i didn't suffer a stomach ache....hahaha

k i think i gtg so....
tc cya and bb =DD

2009-10-16T00:55:00.002+08:00

Hey there...
haha
ok...so.. i think today post will be short coz today did nothing much...
stayed at home since nothing much to do outside since its raining...
and also my whole body is aching form ytd silat training...
and my legs are soooooo sore that i had to DRAG my legs to walk...wth...
hahahaha...pathetic siol...
and tmr on Fri got NP training and the day after that, Sat, gonna play soccer with Wir, Mudd and peeps...haahah kaki dah sakit masih nk main bola....mepek...
ouh k so...i think thats all hahahaha
bb tc and CYA....
=D

2009-10-15T00:37:00.002+08:00

Hello there....
wussup...hahaha
ok2...
today, did nothing much.....
woke up, clean the house...well the same-O-same-O....
hahaha
then afternoon went to school for silat training....
and training was tough... and my legs are sore from the training...
especially from the forfeit,m which is do a 90 degree squats and stay there for ard 2 minutes...
and for me its sakit-nk-mampos...
damn...after a long break from training, i'm really weak.... ahahahakz..

ouh yeah and i got news from mom that dad's hp got crash in the middle of highway...sad...
(hp kene PHIAK!!! hahahaha)
sedih beb...
macam mane dah...hahaha
k well i guess i gtg i wanna go and rest my aching body... =B

2009-10-12T21:44:00.003+08:00

Hello there...hahaha
Yesh, i know it been a freeeeaking long time since i've last updated...
(aku rase blog aku dah berhabok pon...hahahax)
k2 so for the past few days, or should i say MONTHS...i've been kinda busy...
busy with what? hahaha well thats for me to know and you to find out...hahaha

so this Month (Oct) Jln Raye with Family and Friends...cool pe...kinda fun...
so yeah and recently my laptop is giving me problems...its screen starts to flicker...
and dad ask me to send it for repair but i'm afraid that the files in my laptop will be deleted...
so i either have to buy a hard drive or have to sacrifice the files i have inside here...damn...
it gonna be so wasted... and thats not the only thing thats faulty, i think my laptop, SD Card Reader is faulty too...wth...haiz..

anyway today woke up late as usual, and went out with Mizi to Akira Building...
so yeah yada3...
then went to IMM....
hahaha
and somehow, where ever we went, i will be like 'checking -out' people as in i'll observe people and frankly said the girls...hahahaha XD
and do you know that its kinda hard to find a perfect person, i mean, you can find those pretty lil' face but they will be dress inappropriate, you know what i mean? and when you see those 'hot-bods', their face will be *insert inappropriate and yet decent comment~*.....
get what i mean...hahahahax XD

yeah2 i know some of you who are reading this will be like....
WTH? since when do Faez check peeps out?...
yeah well actually i usually do this when something caught my attention but its kinda being a bad habit once you start it... (Faez, Faez....taubat la kalau ye pon...)
hmm...kinda to think of it, its kinda hard to find the ONE- your long life partner...
i wonder when will i start to find one...hmm...
and how will i be doing that? tak pe tawakal je la...hehehehex XD
k gonna stop think about this...hope that this gonna be the first and the last time i'm gonna talk abt this..MUAHAHAH...

orite, so Sch is starting next week Mon (19 Oct)...damn...
and somemore, one of my NYP friend will be transferring to TP...hmm...good luck for him then...
and i heard that the next sem module will be tougher...ARGH!!! MAMPOS!!

ape nk buat kn...hahahaha
well i guess i gtg...till then.. cya..=D

Don't say I LOVE YOU cause its so cliche when you say it regularly...
better yet show it to me that you love me...
coz after all action speaks louder than words... =D

Use the words I LOVE YOU wisely, use it like there's only one chance....

Remember, you live only once so don't waste it...
live like tomorrow will be your last...

~Faez~

2009-09-12T00:19:00.001+08:00

hahahaha...
hello...
nampak sah..blog ni mati sak...
hahaha sedih...
ape nk dikatakn...lama ke lamaan org tak kai blog lagi..
tapi skali one day dorg "refresh" balik blogger nye website....
hahahah ape aku merepek?!!

hahaha ado~
hahah k lah ape2 pon...
betul nampak sah blog ni mati...
hahahaha...

haiz...
aku berhenti berharap...
dan menunggu datang gelap
sampai nanti suatu saat
tak ada cinta ku dapat.....
~~~Berhenti Berharap by Sheila on 7~~~

2009-08-18T21:05:00.000+08:00

hey there.. its been a totally long time since i've last updated...so yeah...hahaha
mcm malas gitu...
kalau tk malas then busy ar...
hahaha k mepek...
anyway i just want ot make it real quick...
k
Bdk Express'Os can you guys make sure you are free on the first week of Oct?
To be precise, the first week of Oct...but to be more precise...on the 3 Oct...
which is Sat...
can make it...
if you wanna ask why well..
its something to do with "someone"'s bday on the 5 Oct...hahahax
it gonna be wicked fun...hahahahaha
jengjengjeng~
but further details will be release as soon as possible...
hahahha
k gtg
bb

2009-07-20T20:46:00.004+08:00

hey there...just wanna say/wish (advance or belated),
Happy Birthday to the JULY peeps...
and they are .....
Mom
Rafi
Ami
Shak
Wir & Wid
and
Afiq (lil' cuzz)
yeah...
hahahhax..

anyway nothin much to wirte about...
well lets just say that i'm kinda busy with some stuff...
hahahhaax
till then...

And no one knows
Why I'm into you
Cause you'll never know what its like to walk in our shoes
And no one knows, the things we've been through
Can never measure up to half of what
I put you through....... (Be With You by Akon)

2009-07-03T23:17:00.002+08:00

hey there...
well its been a while...
anyway this week, i was kinda lazy..not sure why...
well recently, been sleeping a lot lately...
didn't some school work, slack...ROC....damn...
also,
my lil bros and i watch Transformer 2...the movie was kinda cool...
like it..ar...
well nothing much...here and there, yada3...

and for today...
got up early, and got to know i received 4-5 missed called...
lolx XD
just say i have a last minute project need to hand up....
haiz...
but managed to finish it thanks to my groupmates...
then went to friday prayers as usual...met up with Zan, Man, 'Syafiq's, and who else...hmm...
a lot i think...anyways...
went home after that...

then at night, went to Silat at my sister's place...
well lets say its my first time going training there and i think i been giving some people(mostly my sister's friends) "cold shoulders"....
so sorry if you guys think i'm a "kurang ajar" type of guy...
coz i don't that much, during training....
(ape nk uat bkn mcm aku kenal dorg sgt kan...faez2 excuses aje...macam mane nk buat kwn? perangai gini mcm?)
(p/s kebanyakan sane budak NP and aku sorg NYP...mcm odd kan...kene kutuk tu lain hal ar...)
and also during training got kick in the face, now my left eye is kinda red and i'm like a rabon person...anyway its not the person fault, its me who wasn't react fast enough...
like they say: no pain, no gain....
still overall the training was not bad...got some useful tips here and there...
(p/s i'm a noob/suck at Silat...)

got home, felt tired but can't sleep, and my eye still hurts...
well gtg lapar...hehehex...
bb tc and cya...

2009-06-28T23:24:00.002+08:00

hello there...
well today nothing much...just went to religious class as usual...
then slack at home...
a total bore...
next week is a home base E-learning...
and i dont get a single clue wth it is...
ado~
and right now, i can't sleep and i'm hungry...
haiz...
well i guess, i gtg...
gonna ROC...
wanna join?
anyways bb tc =D

2009-06-25T21:53:00.002+08:00

hello there...
i know some how this sound weird but yeah...it seems that i hardly update my blog...
lets just say i'm kinda busy...
argh..to hell i'm busy(yeah right..), truth is i'm starting to get lazy and i can't explain myself...
haiz...
anyway ytd just got back from ATC/STC a 3D2N Camp at Ubin...overall it was alright but i tell you (from my respective view) it was S*** with the cadets attitude...(esp the sec2)...
and it a good thing that there's a few helpful NCO helping out...(i'll take this moment to thank the helping out NCO from JWS and YHS...its a pleasure working together with you guys...R.O.C the best =D)
anyway camp was chaos..i have to keep on shouting at them and as a result a sore throat...
ado~
and also ytd when i got back from camp, i found out that my school got another week of holidays...ado~
(hate E-Learning esp when you don't know what to do..)
ado~

anyway today,
did nothing much...just sleep, to repay the hours i "miss" during the camp...
and fro your info....during the camp i got only 5 hours of sleep for the total camp...
meaning the first night, i got 3 hours and the second night 2 hours....ado~
if you ask why..well its kinda long story...make it short...
budak2 skrg suke buat hal di mlm2 bute...
so yeah..nothing much...

haiz...
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
somehow, something trigger my past memories where secondary school was like the best year, friends thats hard to find...secrets that people spills and keeps...
hehx...
and somehow when i see a group of friends laughing and having fun...
i know that deep down, i miss those friends of mine...
haiz...till god knows when i'll get to meet them...
i guess everybody change... its part of life...
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
well i gtg till then cya and bb tc...

2009-06-20T00:47:00.002+08:00

hello there...
kinda been another long time since i've last updated...
hehx...
i'm kinda busy ...
just realised that life is busy by the day...(somehow i think thats no good...)
anyway today went to Friday prayers like usual...
met up with Zan, Nash, Ami, Man, Qeem and Fiq...
lolx its been a while since i've seen them...
then after prayers follow Zan to Sb Mac...
on the way there, sis called and she like literately shout at me coz i didn't do the house chores and also there's a broken mug and plate where she thought i knew about it...(but seriously i don't even know what happen...ado~)
so after reached at Macs, bought some Milkshake and went off to home...
got home...did the house chores...watch tv and went to sleep...yada3

and recently i've been addicted with Bleach, Supernatural (Season 4), and Prison Break (Season 4)..and lots more...
damn...and i got a lot of things to do, some stuff to settle and yet i got time to watch some vids...
ado~ whats happening to me...
not to mention i have to study for common test which is right after the school reopen... ado~
i things its time to cut down some things to straighten things up...
and there's still more...there is an upcoming camp and i have even packed my bag and get ready some stuff...ado~

and tomorrow i had silat training not sure whether should i go or not...

anyway gtg till then
cya..bb tc...

i know life been busy and i'm sure that we won't be seeing each other till God knows when...
till then good bye and take good care...

2009-06-09T22:40:00.002+08:00

hey there...
its been a long time since i've last updated...
ado~
well lets get it started...
School was kinda busy with test and more test...kinda pain in the ass...
had 2 Maths Test on 1 of the day...ado~ (anyway my friend told me that we will be having 4 Maths in total...)
Not surprised actually....
well one thing that i notice at school is that i kept seeing Wanie and Chester but i didn't not even see Wei Shan!!! how could i miss such kinda guy...
lolx...

well i'm not only busy with school but also CCA...
last weekend and the up coming week end we had an event, IVP (Inter-Varsity- Polytechnic) competetion...its kinda fun yet brutal... (in case some people don't know, my CCA in Poly is Silat...so yeah now you know why is it fun yet brutal...lolx)
anyway my sister also join the competetion and seh won the first round, and this coming week is her quater final... (ganas siol kakak aku!!!!)
well now currently i'm sick, slight fever and dry cough...(heh guess what, this morning, i was cough hard and i actually vomit in the toilet...lolx...)

and another thing...
for the past few weeks..i've been injured quite often...

-few months ago, i suffered from leg cramped (due to Silat...)

-then 2 last week end my toenail was...ar..."toenail-less"
what happen? well story make it short, dad pull out my dead toenail with a pair of pliers...and it was more than OUCH...

-and last week...something happen...kinda brutal till i got a cut lips and cut/scar legs...(not all knew about it...)ado~

-and this week, i got fever and "brutal cough" today went to school half day then went back home...not sure tomorrow going to school or not...

anyway school today was kinda boring...
nothing much actually...

k well i gtg need some rest...
till then...cya later...

(P/S about the Expresso's outing, i'm not sure if i could make coz recently i'm not feeling well....
so most probably its either cancel/postpone or you guys just go ahead without me...=D)

2009-05-31T23:10:00.002+08:00

hey3...
wussup...
its been quite a long time since i've update my blog...geez...
am i busy or what...?
school was kinda alright, other than having crazy, diabolical friends...
and i'm kinda tied up with modules that i can't even understand...
not to mention class test and exam is just around the corner...
trying to aim for GPA 3.5 (which i think my sister would not think that i could make it...hahahax)
and so life was like usual...had to woke up early in the morning yada3...
also kinda feel so tired lately.. i think its due to my CCa and of playing games late at night...
ado~
anyway...
gtg...

for the Express'Os Outing, I guess that most of you guys could not make it...and most probably me too due to exam (last minute changes)...
so i'm not sure if you guys still wanna go ahead with the plan....

k well gtg now till then cya l8tr...
ape2 tekan...bb and tc

2009-05-23T22:01:00.002+08:00

UPDATES on The EXPRESS'Os NIGHT OUTING

Date: 12 June 09 (Friday)

Time: 8.00pm- *till gods knows when XD*

Place- Jurong Point (Any other place you guys like to recommend? Do tell thx)

Dinner- *Something simple* (you guys got any ideas where to eat?)

Movie- *Pick a VOTE Majority wins!!!*
1)Angels & Demons
2)Night At The Museum
3)Star Trek
4)X-Men Origins: Wolverine
5)Transformer 2: Revenge of The Fallen (Hopefuly the movie come out already by that time...i think..)

After reading this, do Tagged or sms me about your vote of the MOVIE and Tell me weather you guys could make it...thx =D
and Please pass this msg around, thx i'll appreciate it thx =D

2009-05-10T23:07:00.005+08:00

hey3...wussup...
today, as well as others, we celebrate Mother's Day with a simple "pizza-party"...
well before that went to religious class with dad and adik..as usual...
then after that went to Nenek's house...not all was there...
lil' cousin was sick... sad though..
talking about sick, my lil' bro didn't go to school for nearly a week coz he were like sick...
and did i mention that week they have CA1 exam...hahahahax...
sedih siolx....
anyway now they have finish their exam, they have all the fun...
not to mention that tomorrow they have no school..holiday...except for me..(Poly mah, what do you expect...)
then i got a massage from my N'Hood members...
they were like asking who wanna play soccer tomorrow since they have no school...except for me....who have school...
(siak je..hahahax...)

Its been a while since the Express'Os had an outing...
started to miss them...=\
Hey Express'Os Peeps...
if you guys are reading this...
can you tell me when you guys are free...
coz i plan to have an Express'O NIGHT outing (Dinner and Movie)...MCM?
plan to have it most probably next month June..Mcm? you peeps free?
but if you guys aren't that free then maybe next time then...oops.. = \
(for those who have read, do ask the rest of the Express'Os, in case they have not read this...thx)

*aku mcm desperate sak nak jumpe the Express'Os...hahahahax OoOopss XD*
anyway gtg...
back to read some lecture notes for tomorrow...so
bb tc and Cya..

2009-05-08T21:08:00.002+08:00

hey there...
its been a while since i 've last updated...
Before i start, just wanna say do ignore few of the past TAG on my TAGBOARD..
thx...
Anyway,
so for the past this few weeks, i've been busy catching up with studies...especially Maths..
back in secondary school we learnt only E-Maths/A-Maths..
but now had to study E&A Maths, Engineering Mechanics (its like Physics & Maths), some material tech thingy (where you have to learnt the types of graph...-_-") and later in next semester Electronics Maths...-__-"
well that's not the only thing that kept me busy...
still had some Group Report, Individual Report, Project/Presentation and E-Learning thingy......
haiz...
now had some assignment to "stare" at...

Not to mention, my CCA during the week end and at week nights...
tiring...
well nobody says that Silat is easy...
well for those who don't know, i took up Silat as my CCA...
(and F.Y.I i just realised that there are many female than male...hahaha...really pretty but seriously deadly woots =X)
and had physical training last Wed, it was tough...yet fun..XD
now my body start to aching all over again...
hiaz..

Then,also for the past few weeks been sleeping late and woke up early...
argh..tired beb...
anyway gtg bb till then cya...

2009-04-27T21:20:00.005+08:00

hey there...
currently pissed off with something....
hate this man...anyway, just wanna update on the weekend and maybe about today....

well lets start off with last Sunday....
well as usual got up early and off to religious class...
then went out to Gramps house coz had to take something from there...
after that went out with Mizi...
actually i was a bit piss-ed off on that coz he knows where the "place" is and yet he didn't tell me so that i would be following him lepak outside...haiz..
(but then i'm use to it...well lets say some people like to take advantage of others...)
*and then tends to blame it on themselves, making you feel guilty*
so yeah, we went here and there...
then got back home...yada3...
anyway something funny happen in the train when we were on our way back home...
well Mizi was sitting and on his right there was this bangala*idk what was he doing but its kinda annoying* and on his left there was this apek*also don't know what he was doing*
and so i told him..
Me: Mizi, kalau kanan campur kiri dapat ape?
Mizi: Huh? entah..
Me: Tengah...
Mizi: Huh? tak paham..
Me: kau tgk org kat sebelah kanan dan kiri kau...
Mizi: *look left and right* So?
Me: Yelah, kanan campur kiri dpt tgh, jadi bangala campur apek dpt kau!!!
Me: Laugh-Out-Loud.

K2 enough of that...
back to topic...
so that's all for that day..

Today,
School was really Pissed off...
*Note: the Pissed off is not the "I'm-Pissed-Coz-I'm-Bored"....*
what happen...

Scenario No.1
lets just say you were asking someone something important and the person suddenly say to you SHUT UP COZ HE/SHE DON'T WANT TO TALK TO YOU...(and that person was not busy with something or what...)
then when you stop talking to that person, he/she tell you to talk to him again...
and when you do that, you get the same reply again...
(My Pissed Off Rate was 4.5 out of 5)

Scenario No.2
You were doing you own project on computer that was handed out by the lecturer
and along came your friend who was playing a fool doing something that he thought it was a joke...and so he "accidentally " touches something and BOOM goes off the computer...it went off... and you had to restart again and the sad part was half of your project was not saved...
(MyPissed Off Rate was 4 out of 5) *anyway i nearly got a "fight" with that guy...*

Scenario No.3
(Long story make it short...)
I got "stuck" on the Yishun and Jurong East MRT Platform, due to full packed of people on the train, for nearly 2-3++ HOURS *I'm like the man who can't be moved*
and when i reach BL, HOURS later, i can't Tap-Out Due to OVERSTAY to long...
and so had to deduct $2++ to Tap-Out...
(My Pissed Off Rate 3.5 out off 5)

Scenario No.4
Got home..yada3..
lecturer gave us assignment and notes/schedules to download from the net...
going to do but can't open the freaking files...
(My Pissed Off Rate 3 out off 5)

so yeah, that's the reason why I'm F**King PISSED...
and somehow today, i nearly can't tolerate my anger...
totally PISSED....
(Note to self: Don't entertain those who keeps irritating/pissing you off)

well got to go...
gonna find some way to open that freaking ASS-ignment files...
till then bb tc and cya=

2009-04-25T23:23:00.002+08:00

hey there..
today went shopping with family (except for Sis...she had other plans...)
went to Bugis Street...
well the main purpose was to buy Lil bro a bag and a watch...
but end up buying me two shirt, mom's watch and two watch for adik...
and no bag...
then adik cry because he was like wanting to eat at Mac but we ended up at KFC...
anyway i got irritated by him...
then something funny happened...lolx
well after that went to NUH to see dearest Grandfather...
Most of my cousin was there...
after that took taxi home...
yada3...
well for tomorrow...
got religious class and had to go to Nyayi house..had to collect something there and then went out with Mizi...
busy day i think...
well gtg b tc till then...

2009-04-23T23:41:00.002+08:00

Hey there..
been a long time i didn't update it...
so since I'm bored just wanna update something...
well today school started at 10am...
kinda late (you think?)
anyway, school was kinda tiring especially when you need to travel far to school early in the morning...haiz..
so yeah...and learning Mechatronics was kinda challenging..
had to learn all type of maths..aduh~
and school ended late like always...except for some stuff where you are excuse...
so yesterday had this CCA Fair or whatever you call it...
people been asking me what CCA i'll be joining..well that's not sure if i got it but i've been thinking about joining Silat...
haiz~
anyway gtg had some hmwk to do till then
cya..

busy like hell, hell like busy...

2009-04-19T22:44:00.002+08:00

hey there...
just wanna update about Friday and Saturday..
well had NPAP on both days...

Friday,
well actually went there at last minute coz i had school that same afternoon but then skip classes just went to help there...so went to CCK and met up with Khairul...
went there and got change...and i forgot to bring my track pants so had to wear jeans...
kinda awkward..doing some physical activity in jeans...yeah...so we do work here and there...
had fun with trolley...well that was part of my job...well there's many thing happen but still it was fun and yet scary...

Saturday,
woke up lat coz was kinda tired due to Friday...so went to BK at JP met up with Jesline and Hafizah...had breakfast...then walk here and there...then went to H.T.A...there met up with Asri and Jasper...
yeah so that day mostly my working collegues were Hafizah, Asri, Jesline and Jasper...
and it was tiring, doing all the carrying and running...but still had fun here and there and the parade was quite alright... and there was some things that was not expected...
so yeah and the day grew more hectic then havoc at the end of the day...
(no to mention me being so F**ked -UP)
Very DAMN Tired + Havoc people + Noisy place + Screwed Up + Body aching everywhere = F**Ked-UP and Pissed-Off Faez...
but it all ended quite well...
OVERALL: Tiring but had fun and at the same time... =D 4 out of 5 stars

for today,
did go to religious class...
coz was totally knock-out and body was totally aching...
and got to know that i had a sprained ankle and an internal bleeding on my toes...
(no wonder it was so painful when i walked yesterday and the internal bleeding was very greusome...)
anyway gtg had to packed bag and ready to sleep for tomorrow...
school at 8 in the morning..

2009-04-16T21:34:00.002+08:00

hey there...
today had Maths Prep and i came early...
the lesson was totally different from secondary...(esp when the lesson is maths)
get this, those who will be learning A.Maths during Poly will suffer unless they study wisely...
why? well because today we just went thorough the few topic on A.Maths in just one day, which is equivalent to (learning the same topic) one year of secondary learning...
and yes its fast teaching and frankly spoken, you can't actually get around 80% and above of concentration.
(and some peeps will like start to say: "Cheer i get no 'Ball'.....")
never mind if you don't get it...
anyway had lunch there, then when on the way home caught up with Chester...
so yeah yada3...
anyway gtg pack bag and revise for tomorrow....
another day of maths for tomorrow...
haiz..

2009-04-15T23:09:00.002+08:00

Hey there,
today had another orientation at school...
for today did nothing much, we met up with our mentor and get to know each other...
Nice guy...
then had games at the indoor sports hall...so yeah...
yada3....
then we bought our lab equipment...guess what the safety shoe is a metal toe-cap boots...gerek ke pe...and its one heavy shoe...
then had lunch at Mac...got home...
and so yeah thats all...
so the orientation is like over...and next,
tomorrow i had Maths Prep...
ARGH!!! Maths..must get ready to get all lost...
but at least i learn something new...
k i gtg...
so bb tc and cya...till then...

school may starts next week,
but to me it had already been started...XD

2009-04-14T21:38:00.002+08:00

hey there,
today had orientation at NYP....
so today start off by following dad to his work place (Novena) early in the morning...
and to tell the truth....
riding motorbike with dad + early morning + peak hours = dangerous riding (like seriously)
it was damn scary man... and especially when dad was weaving through the road.... (remind me to put ambulance's hot line number on speed dial.... =X)

so then took mrt from Novena to Yio Chu Kang....
and thank god i'm still early... (early like 30 mins early..sheehs)
yeah so yada3...
took reg no. and get seated in the auditorium...yada3...
so then i was bored in the auditorium and guess what?
the first question i ask someone there was..."Hey, are you bored?"
so yeah he replied....hahahax imagine that's how i made friends by asking random question...
anyway his name was Shawn...(yes Shawn and he is not that Shawn, my last year classmate...=X)
then after the Opening speech and performance...we went to this lecture theater...
and guess what surprisingly my class got only 18 people compared to others which have like 20++ and on top of it there are only two malay/muslim in my class...me(obviously) and Amir (a new friend)
and yeah...actually we have 3 girls if i'm not wrong...but they didn't come for the orientation...
so it was like all boys group, include the OGL aka Group Leader...
so when its time for ice-breaking games, well lets just day we didn't have it...instead we talk,
frankly we had boys talk mostly talk cock and racist jokes and well mostly subject that couldn't be named... (ok maybe i'm a bit exgerating about here and there...)
then we played this hunting thingy and it was tiring...well thats because we kept going the wrong way...hahahahax...
then yada3...so at the end of the orientation, got to know only like a few names (Amir, Shawn, Dominique, James, Leon and i think there's a few more..hahahax)
so overall the orientation was like OK...not that exciting because most of it was boring...and the most annonying part is where at the auditorium they kept playing the same song (A Thousand Miles)

ok2...enough about that coz i hav another orientation tomorrow...and they say its going ot be games day or what-ever-you-called it...
so yeah got home and "terserempak" Nabb at Boon Lay...hahahahahax and she OWE me like 10 Bucks...hahahax
Why? long story...hahahax (belom minah lagi ke pe? hahahahax inside jokes...XD)

anyway gtg...
till then bb tc and cya...

2009-04-13T23:12:00.002+08:00

Hey,
Still pissed and f**ked up and the bad news is that i don't know the reason why...
acting strange lately....
keeps freaking me out...
and moms keep ask me to help little brothers with work... (heh they are just plain lazy, likes to delay stuff...)
and Orientation is like tomorrow and also on Wednesday...
this week i will be busy like hell... its like too packed...and the worst thing i have to travel from one end to another...

For this week ONLY:

Tuesday: NYP Orientation

Wednesday: NYP Orientation

Thursday:Most probably having a A.Maths(Engineering) class (To be confirm, actually); Deadline for Proposal (Damn it...)

Friday: Maybe another Maths class, NPCC Training, and Help out at HQ (Logistic)

Saturday: Another Help out at HQ (Logistic)

Sunday: (Activity is yet to be confirmed)

Adoh~
And all that i ever wanted is a day of peaceful and happiness
heh, wish i could have my smile back or my "sarcastic and irritating and yet annoying" jokes
Oh, how i miss laughing out loud (like literately)....

i gtg till then...
well next time i think i'll try to update with a "cheery" post...
heh..

2009-04-11T23:06:00.002+08:00

Currently I'm pissed off but don't know with what actually...
like seriously...feel like punching someone
and some what an outburst of regret and anger...
with complication in head thinking what's wrong with this picture...
questions of who, what, when, why, and so and so forth keeps popping out of my head...
with an uncertainty of mix metabolism, felt hungry but no mood to satisfy my hunger...
not to mention the sleepless night, sleepy but can't sleep...
and people keep bothering me for something I'm not willing somehow but somewhere along that road i know that, that is my responsibility and i have to do it.....
ever experience something where you tried to solve something and when you thought that it's all goes well then another problem pop out of no where....
hmm...
realized how anxiety can cause the sub-conscious one to do things that you not even sure of..
confuse?
tell me about it....
I'm not even sure if I'm just pissed off or just plain confuse...
if you guys think that this is confusing or just doesn't make sense....
well good news this is just the shallow part....

haiz...got to go ...vent anger or do something relaxing maybe....
gtg bb tc and cya...

2009-04-10T23:25:00.001+08:00

hey there...
i'm bored here so, did some random quiz at FB and one of the quiz, the result was that i got Cinderella....damn...(PS. I"M NOT GAY!)
anyway today went to friday prayers as usual.. then went lepak at superbowl with Ami, Yass, Haqeem and Thahirah...we played bowling and well had fun...lolx
anyway sorry if its a short post gtg gonna do some more insane and yet random quiz...
hahahahahax =X
gtg bb and cya =D
till then...

2009-04-10T00:47:00.002+08:00

hey there...
yes2 i know its like late at night and early in the morning...
anyway its not that i can't sleep...(well actually that's another reason)
but i was caught up with something...damn...
i'm so troubled...haiz...
so many things/ issue on my mind right now...damn...
orientation starts like next week, school next two weeks and i'm not sure if i'm ready...
haiz...
anyway gtg...
maybe i'm going to lie on bed stare at the ceiling till dawn...
i wanna go out kinda bored at home but then not enough bucks...
anyway till then gtg bb -_-"

2009-04-09T00:10:00.004+08:00

kinda feel sleepy lately...
well that because i kept sleeping late in the wee hours and woke up early...
and i feel like becoming more nocturnal...(get what i mean?)
haiz..
nvm gonna get going...
well school gonna start like next 2 weeks and my orientation like next week...
anyway just wanna say a little shout out to peeps, hope you guys enjoy life and good luck for school...
till then cya..

new people, new life, new attitude, new friends, new of everything...
change personality? still checking.....

2009-04-07T22:51:00.002+08:00

hey there...
anyway fitri asked me to do this quiz...
so...
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

1. Taken or single?

Single.

2. Do you like it?

What do you think?

3.Would you still kiss your ex even when you're attached?

Don't you understand, I'm single

4. Have you ever had your heart broken?

Nope.

5. Do you believe that cheating is bad?

People get caught when cheating and is not NICE, so what do you think?

6. Are you missing someone special right now?

Should I?

7. What's his/her name?

Who?

8. How old is he/she?

Who?

9. Have you imagined kissing him/her?

Who?

10. Are you a gay/lesbian?

Nope

11. Do you wish to be a gay/lesbian?

Who would wish for that? Surely not me!!!

12. Would you choose to sleep with a dog or a kitten?

None of the above. I rather sleep alone.

13. What's the answer to question 7.

Who?

14. If you're a lesbian say AAAAAAAAAAH or if you're a gay say BAAAAAAAAAAH.

I'm none of the above, so what should i say?

Send this quiz to 10 people:

1. I

2. Don't

3. Know

4. Who,

5. But

6. Hey

7. Who

8. Cares

9. Right

10. ?

15. What will you do if no.2 & no.9 gets together?

Nothing. (Don't, Right)

16. What will you do if you see no.1 & no.3 goes out together?

Nothing. (I, Know)

17. What will you do if no.5 & no.6 fights?

Nothing. (But, Hey)

18. If no.8 & no.10 hold hands, what's your first reaction?

Nothing. (Cares, ?)

19. If no.7 scolds no.4, what do you think you'll do?

I don't know. (Who, Who)

20. Do you love no.1?

I love myself. Thx =D
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well i think that's all
nothing much actually.
bb tc
till nxt time.

school starts like next 2 weeks and orientation like next week..yeah or what?

2009-04-05T21:20:00.007+08:00

Hey there..
today got back from cuzz house...
kinda tired coz its like well sleep late and woke up early...

anyway let me start off on Saturday (4/4)
well woke up early as i need to come to H.T.A for help out thingy...
met up with Hafizah, Jasper and Hidayah first then also Syahid, Jolene and Sam
so yeah...
well it was tiring but hey isn't that why i went there...huh duh..-_-"
then after that went home then went out again...
actually i had to go to Bedok but got a call from PakBusu to go meet him at Tampines(?)...
so yeah took MRT from Boon Lay till Tampines and by the way i had to stand for the whole journey....
its not like i don't want to sit down but i can't coz there this cabin where there's no seat...-__-"
then in the MRT i was like damn sleepy lar but can't sleep...
then arrived at Tampines met up with aunt and then uncle...
went shopping for stuff...and they bought for me some stuff too...
what they bought for me?
well....

this.........and........

this.....
i kinda like it...wait....no,
i LOVE it...=D
(A BIG THANK YOU TO YOU BOTH =D)
then we walk around looking for some stuff..
yada3...
then after that head back to their crib...yeah..
then in the car, guess what my uncle was listening to a German Band, Ramstein!!!!
(Baik ke pe!!!)
well obviously my aunt hate it...hahahax OoOps
so yeah overnight at lil' cuzz house...
well slept late coz i was like playing my psp till early morning...
and end up woke up early...

so today, well woke up, wash up and out we go...
had breakfast at KFC...
then sent lil' cuzz to his Taekwondo Grading thingy @ Yio Chu Kang...
i tell you its buzzling with martial arts people...
well most of all i like their sparing....
(mcm nk cari gaduh g2...)
then after that went to sent me back home...
so yeah...
thats all..had fun though...

A Totally Random Section!!!!
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Jake and Sam was out, looking for presents for their friends, so they headed to this toy shop....
they went to search for some thing that their friends probably like so they search high and low...
minutes later...

Sam:*sigh* Phew, at last we found some thing that we 've been looking for...
Jake: Really? What is it?
Sam: Here..*show it to Jake*
Jake: Ouh wow that's nice but are you sure?
Sam: Yes of course, and it comes with a promotion, BUY-1-GET-1-FREE!!!!
Jake: Ouh wow, you're right...
Sam: Well its a good thing that our friends have the same birthday on the same day together..
Jake: Yeah Of course, they do, isn't that's why they are twins?
Sam: Huh they are?
Jake: *slaps forehead*
Sam: Ouh..... no wonder they look the same...
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(told you so its random!!!!)

well gtg
bb tc and cya =D

school is like 2/3 weeks from now...adoh~

2009-04-03T23:09:00.003+08:00

hey there,
today woke up and nearly bang myself into a ladder which came out from no where...
(ala hai baru bangun pagi dah nk langgar bende...-_-")
well got to now that Dad's taking his day off work...(well that explain the ladder beside my bed...)
He ask me to clean the fan and paint my room..(again that explain the ladder...-_-")
haiz...
so yeah went to Friday Prayers with dad...

then after prayers, since there's no Np training due to sports' heats, lepak with Mizi and Zan...
ate at F&S, and we talk here, there yada3
talk about the future, how am i going to be a bachelor (mcm paham -_-") and when are they going to get married and yada3...
then zan when home and me and mizi went to JP (jln2 tak tentu arah...)
so yeah....
yada3...later he went to work and i headed home...

then at home slack nothing to do...
then Pak Busu called (my uncle)...
and the first thing he asked was... (sorry it's in malay -_-")
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PakBusu (PB) : Ehk Faez, ar...Pak Busu nak tanye, kau ader girlfriend?
Me: Huh? girlfriend? tak ade...
PB: Ouh...Asal faez tak ader Gf? tak nak ke?
Me: Huh? faez nk kene ade satu ke...?
PB: Ouh, tak de , ingat nak ajak kau kluar, tapi kau masih tak ader gf...tak pe la...
Me: Huh? nk kluar pon nak ajak gf?
PB: Ala mane tahu ke Mak Busu dgn Pak Busu boleh ckp dgn makcik (my mother) faez nye gf baik ke...
Me: Huh? merepek sak...
PB: Hahahahahx...tak der la.. Pak Busu main2 je..
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Anyway he ask me weather i'm free tomorrow coz he ask me out for outing and stuff...
so hell yeah i'm going...overnight babe!!!
so for tomorrow, i'll be going to H.T.A (NP stuff) then will be going out till Sunday maybe...
my little brothers were kinda relief when i said that i will be overnight there...
so they won't be "disturb" for like two days...
hah but still i get to bring the psp..yeah..(i'm such a mean brother..Muahahahax)

well gtg dad gonna use the comp l8tr...
so bb tc and cya
till then..

2009-04-02T22:46:00.002+08:00

hey there...
wussup...
so yeah..anyway yesterday sis was back home from camp..
and funny thing happen..
she called me and ask me to go to the bus stop to fetch her...
so i went there and waited for her like 10-20 mins...
then dad came along and told me that i wait at the wrong bus stop...
hahahahax
ooops..
and some more her bag was damn heavy like seriously

k so...
today...
went out to buy some stuff then had a call to come to school...haiz...
guess what i had to redecorate the NP room...
haiz... so actually went there and did some drilling on the wall to hang up some NP stuff...
yada3...
anyway just found out that my bike's seat was stolen...F***er sial...
by the way i put my bike outside my house...like usual...
(mcm maner nak naik basikal sak ? tempat duduk dah kene ambik siol...)
haiz...

so yeah...anyway
school start like nxt 2 week?
(hah about time...-_-)
then tmr no Parade for me but had to go for Saturday help out...
yeah..
then got meeting..yada3...

anyway gtg bb tc
till then..cya =D

2009-03-30T21:47:00.002+08:00

hello there...
ouh wait...
first of all, i like to say that...
sis is not at home, she's away on camp (YEAH!!!!)
but the sad part is, she took the Hp charger...so i have to conserve my phone for 3 days!!!!
and not only that, my prepaid is running low...haiz...so don't blame me if i don't reply or what-so-ever...
anyway been out on Sat, went to class gathering...
was quite fun and the best part i get to see my classmates again...
so yeah...had fun yada3, talk blah3 and many2 more...
then on Sunday surprisingly didn't go for religious class...but end up tutoring lil bro with science...
well what to do...
so yeah...life as usual..
then for today nothing much....
slack at home as usual...
(mcm routine siol slack kat rumah...)
well at least i got 3/4 weeks till poly starts...
haiz...
till then gtg...
bb tc

put a bullet in my head...
and then kiss me goodbye...

2009-03-26T22:18:00.002+08:00

hey there..
nothing much actually...
ar what the hack...
random stuff....

Top 10 Random Stuff....

10. beating up my little brother for no utter reason..

9. playing with straws, throw them away and take another one..

8. disturbing my little brother while they are sleeping (thats fun and funny =X)

7. hide my little brother stuff and then ask them to find it..

6. beat up my little brother, while they are studying and then ran away

5. went down by stairs and up by lift..(by the way i got nothing better to do)

4. i call home while i'm at home...

3. sat outside the house and relax one corner (literately)

2. *inside joke* finding heaven at the sole of my mother's feet *literately* (mencari syurga di bawah tapak kaki ibu...) get it?

1. nothing better to do... well other than beating the shit out of my brothers...

k well gtg...till then bb and tc

2009-03-24T22:07:00.002+08:00

Hey there...
long time no post...
well actually there nothing much to post...
my body kinda feel aching and somehow i got flu since sis spray some perfume on me..
and my hand is still injured since that day we played soccer recently...
well yeah thats all i think...
till something happens cya then...

2009-03-20T22:42:00.002+08:00

hey there...
hows life?
anyway sorry for not updating much...
kinda "busy" lately so that's why ...
so eventually i've been lagging behind...
get what i mean?
well recently i have been asked to "guide" my lil bro with science since
he is taking PSLE this year...
i tell you teaching him is like teaching to a stone..
(like literately....)
i will be like asking him qsn and he will be like staring into space...
(W.T.F)
but hey at least i get to guide him on science than maths...
anyway talking abt studies..sis got her exam result and not surprisingly she pass...
a few A's ,B's and C's? well i'm not that sure but her GP(?), she got 3.38...
well for those who don't know what GP is well i also don't know but its like the overall thingy and the total point is 4...so if you got 3, it's consider V.gd...
and mom expect me to get that kind of result in Poly....
i was like W.T.H....whatever...

well it seems that i'm not only busy with that but also with some NP stuff...
well first off all i had to come out with a proposal for the Sec1 Camp since i am the
Camp Coordinator
and then about the some NDP stuff...
hahax
and for tomorrow had to go for a meeting for idk...
but hey at last i got something to do....

gtg bb Tc and cya
till then...

2009-03-11T22:03:00.002+08:00

hello there...
first off...
wanna say sorry to some of the peeps..sorry...
well due to most of them cannot came down, had to postpone soccer today...
maybe we gonna play next week Wednesday mcm? thx =D

so today,
woke up, did chores like usual... yada3
and actually today supposed to play soccer with peeps but it was postponed due to some people couldn't come down...
so thought of staying at home...
then Wir ask me if i wanna visit Mudd...
so (Hell Yeah) i agreed.. (dah lama tak jumpe kawan aku tu....)
therefore met up with Wir then went to Mudd's crib...
so yeah, we talk about his wellness and yada3...(anyway for those who still don't know, Mudd is still recovering from his appendix surgery...)
yeah so we had talk about the past, present and the future...
(bbual mcm pakcik & makcik mane sak bbual ttg hal-ehwal skrg...hahahahax)
so yeah we talk, laugh, eat and yada3...
just like old times..
hahax lolx... remembering the irony...

got home...
nothing much...
ouh yeah...
anyway just make a facebook account...and guess what... feel like deleting it...
hahax...seriously... (anyway my account is still "active" until further notice ;D )

ouh k so this week gonna be like a shopping spree? why?
well mom been pestering me to go bugis...(yeah you heard it right..BUGIS..)
just because she want to buy a new bag.. -_-"
but hey at least its better than staying at home and also i need to buy some clothes...
and also need to find a birthday present for cuzz who's B'day is this Sat...

anyway i gtg now till nxt time..
bb tc and CYA..
ape2 tekan pelahan2....

P/S: Hey Mudd notice that my blog's font is not as "colourful" as last time...hahax thats because i'm lazy to colour it and noted that i have change my blog skin =D

2009-03-08T22:41:00.002+08:00

well hello there...
yesterday went to P.Ubin for HRC...
well actually the sec4/5 had the HRC while the CIs and officer have meeting on STC/ATC....
and to tell the truth that was my (so far) the first area meeting...
and damn it was awful...when i say awful, i mean in a "so-called" bad way...
anyway there met up with the other CIs (Meiyu, Jolene, Hafizah, Jesline )
then also chat with HO Ma'am Salmiyati and CI Syahid...
so basically we talk, walk, chat and yada3...
went to the canteen and talk with them and Ma'am Salmiyati and CI Syahid are damn funny...
especially the part where they disturb Hafizah....and i don't know how come i join them disturbing her...but one thing for sure she hate it ...hahahx..
anyway...the day was going from bad to worse...the weather was so unpredictable this days...
so yeah it was raining heavily...
so took a van back to the Ubin jetty...
then after that went to have dinner with Fitri, Haini and Faisal at F&S ....
then we talk abt some people and we like laughing out loud....(literately...)
then went home...

Today
well nothing much..went out on a such hot day...
a VERY HOT day...
went out, got home, eat, sleep and yada3....

anyway i'm so bored at home and want to go out or hang out with peeps but some of them are like busy...
anyway tot playing soccer this wed...(mcm korg?)

hey i gtg now ...
till then...
bb TC andCYA...

2009-03-06T22:11:00.002+08:00

hey there...
today morning woke up and found out that mom and sis are baking BROWNIES...
so went to mosque as usual...
then went to training...
it was kinda tough since the weather was utterly HOT...
so i had to give them enough breaks...
and the best part IS where i TOOK BACK the sec2's DRILL BADGE... like literately!!!!
yeah...
and obviously they look disappointed...
my next target is the sec3, then the sec4...
MUAHAHAHAHA!!!!
well i will return it back until they prove to me that they can do better at drills...
and if not then maybe i think i'll take back their rank...
am i bad or what?!?!?!?!

Ouh yeah and when i thought that my day could be any worse...
why?
well recently, someone call my name as FAZE AKA FUZZY....
and now, even worse...my ma'am call out my name as FAZA!!!!!!
YES! F-A-Z-A (PRONOUNCED AS FA-ZAR)
(ouh yeah she also spelled out my name as FAZA no kidding)
(WHAT THE HELL!!!)
first was FAZE (AKA FUZZY)
then FAZA (AKA FA-ZAR)
so whats next?
haiz...
is my name so hard to read?
its just a four letter word starting with' F' and end with a 'Z'
haiz...
pelik betol la manusia zaman sekarang...
anyway tomorrow going to P.Ubin follow the sec4/5 to HRC
and maybe will met up with the other area school....yeah!!!

ouh yeah before i forgEt....
just wanna say a
BIG THANK YOU TO TWO OF MY AWESOME DUO PEEPS...
THANK YOU AMIRUL AND THAHIRAH FOR THE "30-SEC-2-MARS" TEE...
(AKA MY BELATED BIRTHDAY PRESENT) =D

now getting ready for tomorrow...haiz...
well i think i need to go to sleep
kinda tired...
well till then...
bb TC and cya =D

its such a pity to see her
sacrificing her happiness just to make him happy
but i'm just glad that's over...

2009-03-04T23:16:00.003+08:00

hello there...
Today, woke up "early" due to Dad & his vacuum...(nak tido pon susah ala hai...)
so yeah just like another day, bored to death at home...(mendak beb...)
and i realised that ever since i didn't go to school or read newspaper(read occasionally...)
i have lost track of date...like really...
yeah i know some of you will be thinking, "Pfft...lost track of date? you must be kidding me..."
but really coz everyday it seems like weekend to me...
so yeah...if somebody were to ask me what date is today, i'll be like looking blank (and searching desperately for a calender...)
hah pathetic right? -_-"

anyway, so yeah i was bored at home...
and since i was bored and got nothing to do...
i randomly check out my lil'bro hp and guess what...most of his inbox is full of this girl's message...
then when i asked him who the hell is her...
he like scolding me and then later i check his hp again...
he had delete the massages...
hmm...this kept me thinking...adik aku ade matear ke?
hohohohox....

and then mom ask me to fold the clothes (kene lipat baju beb....ala hai~ -_-")
so i did it with the help from dad...and then i found out that mom's wardrobe is like messy while dad's was clean and neat....thats was totally different from what i was thinking...
and sis's wardrobe? she had it covered HALF out of the whole space....i was like WHAT THE HELL?!
amazingly she's the only one using the wardrobe which is full of her clothers (only)
and lil'bro's ? well...no comment.

so...lets change subject...
hmm...
what shall we talk?
you know there this saying that said:
"It takes two to clap..."
well, but for me:
"It takes one to clap....but make sure he got two hands"
(yes i know its lame....-_-")
and there's another that says:
"Behind every man theres a woman...."
but for me, well not every man HAVE a woman
hahahx

anyway,
this may seems random but...(wait, it is random!!! hahahahx)
bear in mind that relationships are not like lights switchs...
switches "On" whenever you like and "Off" when things get bad...
its the most "risk -ship" ever...
and the worst part if its like a Titanic...
why?
well its the same concept:
you thought that your relationship will go like forever...
(In titanic, they thought that the ship won't sink...)
and along the way, there are times of "Ups" and "Downs"
(In titanic, its like sailing through rough seas with ups and downs)
and when the time where everybody lose their emotions and trust, they end up with a "break"
(In titanic, its the part where the ship hits the iceberg and broke in two...)

see something similar? well its a rhetorical and self-explainable

k i think i'll should stop before going overboard...(get it? -_-")
well gtg bb TC and CYA =)

i guess its time for me to step up and be firm...
eventhough i got nothing to lose...

2009-03-02T22:33:00.002+08:00

hello there...
wussup...
well today, morning woke up late for no utter good reason or what-so-ever, even i don't know why. sheehs =|
so i woke up, found out that no one was at home, and found that the house was a mess (partially thanks to me =X) and so my (not-so) common sense says that i had to do the chores...(like always...sigh~)
so yeah...then received a massage from mom saying that she gonna bring her friend over to our house and i had to clean the house A-S-A-P.....and F.Y.I... they going to come at around 10 minutes later... i was like freak out cos i was not finish with the laundry, sweeping and mopping the floor and washing the dishes (and many more?)....
and therefore as my (not-so) common sense says (again -_-") i had to finish IT like minutes later....(hahax AS-IF -_-")
then when i nearly finish the house chores, she called and said that her friend is not coming...-_-"
(buang mase je aku kelam-kabot buat kerje -_-")
haiz....

In the afternoon i was in a rush coz i was late for a medical check-up appointment....
and F.I.Y i haven't bath yet...-_-"
so it was so rush that and i had to walk half- naked searching for a shirt....(pathetic)
Later at the check-up, the doctor called my name as FAZE (pronounced as FUZZY?)
and i was like giving the hyphen-dot-hyphen-yang-tak-menjadi....
then i told the doc.....
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Me: Erm..excuse me but you pronounce my name wrongly...
Doc: Huh? really ?Ouh...sorry then how do i pronounce it?
Me: Its F-A-E-Z (also pronounce as Far-East...get what i mean?)
Doc: Ouh Ok...F-A-E-Z (he pronounce it correctly...)
Me: Yeah...
(then minutes later)
Doc: Ok F-A-Z-E ( he pronounce it as FUZZY?)
Me: Huh? Doctor its F-A-E-Z....
Me: Its 'E' then 'Z' (pointing at my name...) -_-"
Doc: Ouh, i see...sorry again...
Me: Its Ok...
(then minutes later, you guess it...yeah he did it again...)-_-"
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and he was not the only one even the nurse...haiz...
but come to think about it, its kinda funny when someone call you FUZZY....(hahahahax mcm teddy bear sak FUZZY....)

After the check up went to JP for a while to check something out...
then went to Boon Lay to buy something...and got home yada3....
then at home watch cartoon from afternoon till evening/night o.0
by the way its the same cartoon (but diffrent episodes).....
(ape nak buat... dah cukop mendak kat rumah)

then at night at around 10pm... guess what, my lil'bro's teacher called....
and its funny....why? well...
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
(phone rings, i pick it up...)
Me: Hello?
Lil'Bro Teacher(LBT): Hello? Is this Mohd.FadZe house?(she pronounce it as Fad-ZZY?)
Me: Huh? Fad-Who? its it Faez or Fadhil?
LBT: Ouh...sorry2...Fadhil...
Me: Ouh Fadhil...yes2 this is his house, wanna speak to him? (frankly speaking he is already a sleep)
LBT: Ouh are you his dad or something?
Me: ME? his dad? pfft...NO
Me: I'm His Brother...
LBT: Ouh sorry2...
Me: hold on for a while
(then i hand it to mom, who is apprently sleeping)
Mom: (P/S she's half-awake) Assalamualiakum...? Ye Siape ni?
Me: Ibu, tu cikgu fadhil la...mane paham melayu...-_-"
Mom: Ouh..I'm sorry2...bla3...
(after they talk and yada3 mom put down the phone...)
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then mom told me that lil'bro got an award for Good Efforts (Academic) thingy...
well congratz lil'bro...
then minutes later the phone rang again...
and guess what again...its the same teacher who called but this time about my another lil'bro, Syamil...
Mom picked up the phone and said that she had already called again...and yada3...and then the teacher reliased that both Syamil and Fadhil are siblings...
hahx...and this time lil'bro (Syamil) he got Good Efforts (Performence) thingy...
and the funny part (the part which i don't quite understand) was, the teacher had to call home (Twice infact) at NIGHT just to tell that both my lil'bros got an award?
wow thats kinda creepy...
whats with primary schools this days...? its like turning normal kids to abnormal freaks...
(its just keeps creeping me out)

well gtg
till then CYA bb TC =D

take a gun and pull the trigger...

2009-02-27T21:01:00.002+08:00

hello there...
its been a long time since i have last update...
anyway my comp have been repaired and now i don't have to beg my sister for using her laptop =X
but one problem is that all my files, documents,songs tracks and ect. are gone...
so now its hard for me to retrive all my files...damn...
well so far been busy with "only-god-knows-what"...
haiz..

life getting bored by the day...haiz..
anyway lots of people ask me to make an account for Facebook...
and i'm not sure to make one or not...

now i'm viewing vid on this game "Left 4 Dead"
its terrifying yet fun
and please note that the game is not for the faint of heart....(like seriously....)
don't belive me then go to youtube and watch "Left 4 Dead" vids...
and for some reason i wanna play that game...
like seriously...
and also this "Call of Duty4 : Modern Warfare" and "Call of Duty 5: World At War"
and for some random reason i also wanna play DotA (Defence of the Ancients) and Counter Strike
Ouh k...i think i'm going crazy with vid games...heh who cares...

well i think i got to go...
well till then...BB TC and CYA

2009-02-18T22:36:00.003+08:00

hello there =D
sorry for not update my blog..
coz my comp is sent for service due to viruses...damn..
so now currently using sis laptop...(how nice of my sis to lend me her laptop..=D)
k so recently my weekend, had been at Kallang for Kayaking..damn tiring and i'm becoming darker by the day(anw its a 4 day course...so now imagine how dark can i be...XD)

so far i been busy with "only-god-knows-what"....XD
and i'm still looking for a job...
mom and dad been pestering me to get a job...
and they been bragging about how all my cousins (who by the way same age as me..) could a get a job and i couldn't -_-"
how pathetic...
and ironically...
in the past (before the O-level)
i told mom that i'll be working at a hotel with my sister's friend after my 'O's
and she refuse to let me work there without a sensible reasons...
and NOW (after the O-level)
she told me to get a job and its alright for me to work at a hotel...
(my reactions was WTF -_-')
so now every time when i try to go out she will like asking me to find a job where ever i'm going...
haiz...
sometimes life can be full of surprise and for me IRONY...-_-"

anyway...
for those who know me...i usually "retaliate" when someone ask me a really personal question..
but there this time that...
a friend of mine once ask me...
(its a random question)
"Do you want to spent your life alone or share it with someone special...?"
and i reply,
"I'm not sure, really..."
the person reply..
"Please don't lie to me and answer me truthly, when the last time you fell in love with someone?"
and i didn't reply but end up changing the topic...
seriously i'm pathetic...like really...
in my whole life i never said "I-love-you" to anyone other than my family members...
and even now....
heh
even my little brother can do a better job than me...(like seriously...)
heh...
lets just say, i'm a man of a few words....

anw i got to go...
sis want to use her laptop, i think...

P/S my comp is still on service till further notice...

you just make my life even more pathetic....

2009-02-11T23:14:00.003+08:00

hey guys can't update long coz using sis's laptop...
anw sorry for not updating frequently, coz my computer been attack by virus (and it is still attacking..)
well yeah so...
recently my days been wild with friends and stuff...
and now this weekend going to kayaking at kallang...yeah, but its going to be tiring like duh...
and i'm still looking for a job like F***...
mom been urging me to get a job A.S.A.P
well till then its gonna be one wild weekend (i think =/)
gtg bb TC and cya =)
ape2 tekan pelahan2

2009-02-08T15:50:00.004+08:00

TalkBox Reply:
faez>thahirah: thx and yeah dah i kot pon...hahahax
faez>nabb: ehk minah joy~ ingat gua pon manusia taw....
faez>kumar: hello!!!! and yeah i'm doing fine...relink you later on..=D
faez>haini: thank you for joining us...and yeah we guys had fun =D
faez>haqeem: yeah, dulu sakit...skrg dah feel better...hope you feel better too coz you got skool (JJC)...

2009-02-05T11:06:00.002+08:00

hey wussup..
i can't believe i'm sick, having fever. (did somebody says aww~...?)
and the worst part no one believes me, i'm sick ...
they thought i'm over my head...
oh God (touch forehead feeling hot and weak...)
and tomorrow i had training back at my unit...
and Sat i heard that the peeps are going rollerblading...(do you call it rollerblading or inline skating?)
Oh god how HOT can i be..?(when i say hot it means temperature, not that kind of sex appeal...)
and today thought of lepaking~ with Mizi and Zan...
but due to some unforeseen circumstances...i don't think i'll do so...
and if tomorrow i'm still sick and so forth i think i'll visit the doctor...
(hah mcm paham...)
anw got to go...
go back to sleep...need some rest to feel better...
sadly no medicine and no, i don't take panadol...
bb tc and cya=)
and stay healthy hahahahax XD

2009-02-02T22:25:00.002+08:00

TalkBox Reply:
faez>ateeqah: hey thx =D
faez>haini: yeah and that thing is noisy...thx =D
faez>fitri: k bro...
faez>nabilah: yeah i change my blogskin...
faez>YuWen: hey wussup?!i'm fine how are you..
faez>thahirah: hahax ape2 ar...first day of school....
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well hello and so..
here i am again...
haiz....
never thought that this could be more boring than ever...
staying at home is killing me...
to be honest i got nothing to update on actually..
i'm just bored and nothing to do..
and i can't believe this comp is killing me...
my comp had virus attack since mom lat used the internet....
and this anti-virus thingy keep popping up...
and my comp will like lag...
argh...
anw gtg before my comp froze up...
bb TC and CYA =D
ape2 tekan pelahan2
(looking for a job...hmm...)

that irritating *toot*....
Muahaha XD

2009-01-31T10:30:00.002+08:00

can't be long here...
just to let peeps know...
i'm posted to Nanyang Poly, Mechatronics Engineering course...
nxt time i'll talk in details...

2009-01-25T21:58:00.007+08:00

hello there...
if you guys notice....yes i have change my blog skin (with the help from my sister...=D)
i kinda like...
so yeah...
anyway today morning went to the usual religious class and had breakfast outside...
got home yada3....
yeah i know its BOOOOOOOOOOOORING!!!!!!
well then at night watch movie....
and somehow it was rated M18...(lepas beb..hahax mcm paham...)
so yeah..
anw gtg bb...
ape2 tekan pelahan2 ;)

i seriously got some irritating bitch on my tail...
somebody help me...
(p/s that bitch is someone who got nothing to do with my friends and family...)

2009-01-23T20:32:00.004+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO FAEZ
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!!
YEAH!!!
(*singing my ass off like no one business =D)

Yes, today is my birthday, its the day where everybody celebrate once a year...
so I'm getting older...(hah like big deal...-_-")
morning celebrate with my family, got present from lil'bro, sis and mom...
afternoon played bowling @ SB with peeps it was fun...(gerek beb =D)
and also had this "party" somehow "organised" by Mr. Tarmizi
(thanks bro =D)
and received some "unique" present (example like a torchlight O.O) and i really appreciate it thanks guys...

I LIKE TO SAY THANK YOU TO THOSE WHO COME TO "THE GATHERING",
YOUR APPEARANCES THERE IS REALLY APPRECIATED THANKS A LOT !!!!!
LOVE YOU PEEPS ^-^

and so my life goes on as usual....(hah what do you expect? typical right?)
hmm... so now i'm typically 17 ^_^ what should i do now?
i know, how about flirting with girls and smoke some ciggs? (erh...mcm Mat sak...)
or,
how about finding a job and then concentrating on studies? (erh ..tu pulak mcm ape seh...ado~)

well i think i'll worry about that when the time comes...
so currently chatting with sis(who is in her room while i'm just outside at the living room...)
hah never knew msn is so that "efficient"... hahahax
k well so i think thats all till then...
and i seriously need to change my blog skin...argh...
bb TC and CYA...
ape2 tekan pelahan2
(SO WHATS AND WHEN IS OUR NEXT EXPRESS'O'S OUTING? mcm maen bola? ape2 tekan pelahan2)

Lots
Of
Vicious
Envy

2009-01-21T22:30:00.003+08:00

hello there...
well so far... yesterday was kinda interesting...
what happen?
well.. yesterday night i went to my grandparents house and overnight there because the following day my grandmother had to go to hospital for check up and i had to take care of my granddad at home...and at the last minute my grandmother checks the appointment letter and found out that the appointment was not on the following day but on the 22nd....so i basically set no purpose staying but i still end up overnight there...

then...my uncle brought a kitten over...well actually that kitten was for my cousin...
so yeah...its fur was pure white and had two spots on its head...quite cute...and for a kitten its very active...and for the whole night it kept disturbing me till morning...

so yeah...
then for today the kitten went missing...-_-"
so we search and found it back...haiz...
then got home and slept what i have not own last night...
ouh...
for tmr yass bro ask the ExpressOs for an outing...(going...)
then for Friday Mizi ask me to go to school as they had a CNY event...(Nt sure...and i'm still wondering weather if i wanna play bowling on that day...)
haiz...then for some reason mom ask me to find a job!!!
mampos....ala-hai~

anw i got to go...
back to sleep...
(anw i have slight sore throat and feel unwell..)
so CYA and TC
anw ape2 tekan pelahan2...

and i thought i'll never got to hear from you again...
its been months and now you had contacted me....
and i realised how much you change...
some how you disappointed me and never in my mind you could do such a thing...
even though i never knew you well...
i hope that i could be a anonymous friend who tried to help but fail...

2009-01-19T23:21:00.002+08:00

well hello there...
so recently i've been bored at home like crap...
hah like whatever... well tot of playing soccer but peeps are busy ...

well now i been wondering a lot...
about the future..what will happen to us in the future....
will i ever manage to survive the future?
and will i ever meet up with my friends...
come to think about it..
its kinda sad to leave those precious moments we cherish together...
secrets that each one of us have and shared....
times where we had fun...
times where helping each other out...
and arguments that somehow relates to one and another...
misunderstandings that compiles all the matters...
confrontations to clear all the misbehaving...
not to mention fall for each other...=X
and i could still remember well the first time i went to secondary school
but not only that but the whole event...
and i hope those people i met will not be forgotten...
and also that they would not forgot me...=X
i don't believe it but the time has come where we will be split...

well i got to go for now...
bb TC
(anw i'm wondering who's free this Fri? maybe gonna play bowling..
and ape2 tekan pelahan2 tau)

2009-01-15T22:58:00.002+08:00

well today...
honestly i got nothing to say...
coz theres not much of things that i do...except for the normal day routine...
how pathetic can i or my life be..?
nvm...

anyway tmr had to go to school....again...
(hah like i said how pathetic can i be...)
well gtg wanna watch tv...=]

hah PATHETIC RUSSIAN TOAD

2009-01-14T22:45:00.002+08:00

hey there...
well just finish the JAE thingy...
hah mcm at last aku felt relive...

well afternoon,
played soccer with peeps...
well got to say it was fun and yet tiring..hah like duh~
then after that got home...yada3...
at home mom start to be all cranky...haiz...
so yeah..mom start cranky coz of my JAE thingy....
well lets just say i have apply 5 NP, 5NP, 1SP, 1ITE
so yeah thats all...

i've been wondering what will happen in the future...
especially a pathetic person like me...
frankly speaking, mom is somehow afraid about me when i'm older...
hah i actually don't know why...but yeah...
well i think thats why i'm pathetic...
and then mom ask me to find a job...
hah more pathetic...

well gtg bb tc and cya

(yo peeps ape2 tekan pelahan2...contact hp...)

2009-01-13T13:29:00.002+08:00

hey all...
right now my mood is somehow calm and yet restless...
contradicting much?
well yesterday was an event where your future unfolds...
and now that "so-called" Judgment Day is over..
there is one thing in my mind now...
whats next.?

now i'm still searching for the course i'm eligible for...
anw most to most...maybe i'll be choosing Higher Nitec as one of my choices...
so actually i'm not sure if i could go to Poly or ITE...but still...haiz..
there's a lot of stuff going on my mind...

so tmr i'm not sure what to do...
well i think i'm gonna play soccer...yeah...
yo peeps ape2 aku tekan krg...
(aku tekan pelahan2 tau jgn marah..hahahx mepek sak aku...)

2009-01-10T22:46:00.002+08:00

hello there...
well today went to CCA Open House...
well let just say this year sec1s are seriously "DEAD"!!!!
donno why but yeah they are dead...plain-yet-dead!!!
well other than that met up with some peeps yaw!!!
well yada3...
almost everything is dead including me...somehow no mood...
so after that went home...yada3...
got home and found out dad got a new phone..damn*jealous*...
and now my phone starting to give me problems...(i guess its a hint to get a new phone...maybe...)

anw i'm totally worried 0f this monday!!!
'O' level result beb!!!
hiaz...mampos..sure mampos...

anw gtg bb tc and CYA peeps soon this monday!!!

2009-01-08T21:47:00.002+08:00

hello there...
today hmm...well today went to Ngee Ann Poly Open House...with my family...
actually frankly speaking we went there just to see my sister perform Silat at the CCA fair there...
so yeah...went there...and their performance were kinda nice with all the moves that somehow captivate people around...
after their performance met up with sis for a while then we walk there for a while...
when were about to go home, coincidentally met Ami and Zai...they just arrived so i hang around with them (with mom permission of course...hahahax)
well went there met the others (as in the Ycss peeps) anw saw Fit there too...hahahx XD
so yeah..basically we walk here there met some peeps...and then more walking here and there..
so after that went home...
when i got home...found out that mom and dad are not at home instead sis was at home..hahax XD

so now i'm like finding some stuff for tmr...
well tmr i'm helping with some stuff for CCA day which is on Sat..
so yeah i'm returning back to school tmr, Sat and also MON-'O' lvl result!!!
somehow i'm so like 'dead' on that day...is the day where our futures hold...
and also its the day where we go to our separate ways...
(Oh how i wish i could still relive the moments from sec1 till now... all the bitter-and-yet-sweet memories we had together...haiz..)
well gtg bb Tc and CYa peeps on MONday!!!!

and I've still haven't tell that secrets....

2009-01-07T22:02:00.002+08:00

well hello there...
today morning woken up by dad and somehow i felt cranky (maybe due to fasting)....
well dad ask me to go to gramps house early in the morning as she needed me there...
so yeah..went there... nothing much to do actually as gramps is not cooking due to fasting... therefore nothing to wash....so yeah nothing much...
anw tmr i'm going to Ngee Ann Poly Open house...(wondering who wanted to go? anw i'm alone...)
well actually i'm going to see my sis perform silat at the open house thingy...so basically i went to see her perform.....well i'm not sure if mom and dad are tagging along...
anw...this Sat (10 Jan) i'm coming back to school for CCA day...
(to ex-Ycss/NPCC do come down and somehow help? if you are free..tell me...)
hahax XD sheehs =\
so today got to know that 'O' lvl result are out this 12 Jan (Mon)
well to tell the truth i'm not ready for the result...
(somehow the result are best kept unsaid...hahax )
anw gtg bb till then bb TC peeps...

2009-01-05T21:57:00.003+08:00

hello there....
well today,
woke up early in the morning coz had to go to Gramps house...(again hahax XD)
anyway went there to do some chores...yada3...
then my grandfather ask my grandmother why am i not in school...
i was like WHAT~?
then my grandmother told him that i'm not schooling that's why i'm helping her....
haiz....
so yeah...speaking of which.... i'm confuse when is the 'O' level result is out?
some say its this 9 Jan some 14 Jan and other more...so yeah...
anw can someone tell me when is ahmad is returning home?
hah sheehs =|
ouh k...back to 'topic'...
today nothing much just spent my day at Gramps while adiks went to school....
hahahx XD
so yeah...
anw gtg
gonna sleep early as tmr gonna i'm gonna fast...(Puasa Asyura sp?)
so bb and TC and cya peeps soon?

2009-01-04T15:46:00.002+08:00

hellO there...
well...somehow, to me, yesterday was kinda awesome and yet guilt at the same time...
ytd early morning went to Mac at JW...had some meeting there with bosses...
after that had lunch at MakanShiok (sp?) then met up with Mizi to go to the gym...
but in the end due something happen we didn't go there...so we end up walking here and there...
and then end up at east coast park...and then end up staying up late with him and his family and their friends.....
so yeah...
any i'm like tired..so gtg hahax XD

2009-01-02T17:07:00.002+08:00

hey there....
well its the new year 2009 and not to forget 1430 (Islamic Year)...
wow nvr thought time fly fast....that fast...
well so far in year 2008 i did some bad and good stuff...(malas la nk 'list' kan...)
so if you ask me about my 2009 New Year Resolution...well i have none...
(to tell the truth, to me, its kinda merepek...if you know what i mean? well if you don't then nvr mind)
so yeah....now comes January...WOOHOO...
this month's event.... AHMAD'S RETURN FROM AUSTRALIA!!!!! my B'Day (this year 17 beb!!!) , 'O' Lvl RESULT!!! and yada3...WOW...
so yeah.. last year, Dec finish my course...so yeah this time i'm not busy... and when i'm not busy it means..i'm free...
so first off....i thought of playing soccer....then watch movie (maybe gonna watch the 'BEDTIME STORIES'...or something like that)...yada3...or maybe lepak with friends....
well now kinda bored at home...
bored nak mampos sak!!!
and somehow i've lost contact with my friends...lolx...
(habis la gini mcm mane nak lepak....)
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well ytd went to Gramps house...
had this 'kenduri' or something like that....
so cousins, are all there...well i had fun...
then there were this time that we went to the website "Hotel626"....oh yeah and its not even 6p.m...so yeah they had fun screaming their lungs out...hahahx

ouh yeah...

before that day....during the eve of new years eve...
my family had an event at Bedok...so thats why i could not join peeps to countdown party...
anyway the event ends late really late!!! around 12 midnight...
so yeah and the fun part where theres no more bus...so yeah...
kinda fun...i mean, you get to lepak with your family at midnight and some-more at Bedok!!!
k i'm being lame....haiz...
speaking of lame...its been a long time i have not be lame....
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anw today...
early in the morning adiks had to go to school...
(kesian aku tgk dorang pagi-pagi dah nk kene pergi sekola...aku kat sini relax one corner...hahahhax XD)
then woke up late...went to mosque...met a few friends there...after that played soccer...yada3...
now at home rotting one corner...hahahax

then for tomorrow
early in the morning...had meeting with boss at MakanShoik (sp?) at Jw there...
after that maybe go to gym with Mizi...work out beb!!!
hahahax XD

ouh k
i gtg bb TC and BB =]

2008-12-29T23:19:00.002+08:00

hello there again...
well its been a long time i didn't update...
well anw just got back from the U.G campfire thingy...
and i tell you its the most boring campfire ever!!!
(let just say it was not conducted by Npcc...)
anw...my life is just getting busy by the minute..haiz...
had meeting here and there...some personal problems...haiz...
anw gtg..tmr got a soccer match...gonna get ready all the barang2...
BB TC and CYA ....

somehow i felt like an outcast....

2008-12-23T23:17:00.004+08:00

Sorry for not updating for the past few days kinda busy....anyways here are some pictures of the Investiture Ceremony on 20th of December....(the pics are at the bottom and in random order...)
anw there this our Video "75th CIBTC D08 Flashback" on YouTube...(so you guys can view it, if you want, just search "CIBTC"...)
so yeah...i'm kinda busy lately...so i think i'll update later of if i had time...
anw gtg bb and CYA =D

2008-12-18T20:30:00.002+08:00

HELLO THERE!!!!!!!
HAHAHAHAX XD
ok its been a long time since the last time i post..
well i just got back from training-cum-camping...
anyway had camp at Ubin...and Damn it was tiring!!!
imagine carrying a 5-10 kg bag and walk ard 5-6 km!!!
and thats only the first day...
then for the training....nothing much...
well actually other than doing push-up,crunches and running up and down... so yeah damn tiring...
anyway its was kinda tiring that i was being the casualty two times...
haiz...and the squad and group was awesome...
to tell the truth i had fun even thought we kena lecture by the instructors...

ouh yeah and there's this quote that is so... kinda "contradicting"
-" THERE IS NO 'I' IN TEAM.....BUT THERE'S 'ME'
and the other is....
-" IF YOU ARE WALKING THAT MEANS THAT YOU ARE MOVING SLOW "
get it?

if you don't nvm...
anyway currently went to friends(not all) blogs to read what's going on with life outside...
well it seems that most of them had fun -_-
(all of them had fun i'm like so jealous!!!!)

so yeah anw today got home...yada3...had lunch with the CIT clique...then got home...well actually today some if them planned to get out C.I. Tee...but i didn't go... tired ...
then got back, receive msg from Kumar Bro...that they playing soccer Tomorrow so i think i'll join them since tmr no training...
so yeah at last got to see my fellow-beloved-and-yet-to-miss-friends again!!!!!!

anyway i got to go!!!
kinda busy unpacking the 10kg bag!!!!
so see ya..

2008-12-08T23:14:00.002+08:00

well hello there...
before i continue, just wanna wish to all Muslim out there....
Selamat Hari Raya Haji!!!!
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ouh k..anyway this year i didn't help dad with the Qurban like i usually used to...
so yeah..early morning..went to Assyakirin Mosque for the Solat Raya....
then after that yada3...then dad send me to Nenek's house...and there was my cousins(Maternal side) and all had fun..and we planned to go out but i'm not sure where to...so after that went to Nyayi's house...cousins(Paternal side) were there too...played games with adiks....yada3..
well to tell the truth this year nothing much...anyway...i had to continue packing my bag later as tmr i had to book in, in the morning...and the NS intake is also tmr so its gonna be packed....haiz...i think is time for me to go back to NS life...
so yeah...bb and TC and CYA...

2008-12-05T22:26:00.002+08:00

hey guys....
just got back from "NS" and just wanna say HI!!!
anyway training was tiring i mean really tiring...imagine carry a 1 kg bag and you are to carry it most of the day by hand!!! and not only that, you will be wearing a uniform that is dark in colour thus trap heat...and if you are to go to from place to the other you are given only 2mins and the distance is not that near...so yeah..thats training...then there are many task to do and only limited time to finish...i tell you is damn tiring...and theres quite a lot of causality...so yeah...
"Welcome To NS life..."
anyway can't talk much as i had to pack bag for tomorrow coz i'm going to Pulau Ubin this time....haiz...and had to do some proposal for ATC...so yeah basically i'm busy for the next few weeks...haiz...but hey thats the "sort-of-the-negative-part"........
the good part is well...you got to meet many new friends from the whole S'pore....and the food is damn awesome, i mean seriously... we got to eat food like Black Pepper Spaghetti, Nasi Pandang, Chicken Chop, Nasi Briyani... then for activity wise... we got to wear No.1 Uniform, Arms-Drills, Master Parade
and a Live Round shooting using a 0.32 Taurus Revolver (with bullets...so its like for real...)
and also this jetty jump at Ubin, where you got to jump from a jetty into the sea.... at height that is not more than 5m high...and many more...well like they say there's every Pros and Cons to everything..
well gtg bb TC and CYA (maybe?)

2008-11-29T17:42:00.002+08:00

hello there...
i'm bored right now and i'm at my grandparents house...
anyhow, today woke up early due to adik's being paranoid with house-lizard, cockroaches, and bedbugs...even at night he kept shouting that he saw some pesky bug....arh..W.T.H
and this unwanted pest is like bugging me...-__-
hah sheehs =|
anw i still haven't finish packing my bag yet coz some stuff are with sis, and she, also need those items coz she had this "amazing race" thingy...arh...W.T.H
ouh ya and she will be not at home for 2 days 1 night...
while i'm gonna be gone for 5 days 4 nights...
and on top of that i'm a bit worried about the course...like really...haiz..
its like you will be lost in connection with the world...
so yeah..its not long for me to be M.I.A
ouh ya talking about M.I.A, ytd Yass Bro, call and ajak-ed me hang out with them next Monday..and sadly i can't join you guys..sorry..(oh only god know how i miss you guys =X...)
anyhow, hope that you guys have fun...
(hah FUN thats one word i'm gonna miss..haiz..)
so yeah..i think next Month i'm gonna be the boring/M.I.A/DEAD person EVER!!
so...uhrm...
i think i'm gonna declare that
from tomorrow onwards till "when-so-ever" i'll be Missing In Action (M.I.A)
bb tc and cya(not! hahahax XD)

2008-11-28T22:21:00.003+08:00

hey yaw...XD
so...first off..Thursday (27/11/08) had breakfast at McDonald's @ JP...and yeah it was fun...
(i can't believe that i'm having fun early in the morning and during breakfast...) but still it was fun...
and so we, as in everyone except for dad, had McDonald's (like duh~) except for mom who eventually bought KFC food and went in to Mac -_-'
and my adik suddenly become so intelligent like really..he used BIG word for such a little man..hahahax XD..i think i should not elaborate on it..well then after that went to gramps house...yada3...well i think thats all for that day...

so...

Today...
well woke up late again...(i can't seem to know why i kept waking up late this days..)
so went to usual friday prayers...and it seems that i hardly met up with my friends there...(M.I.A?)
then after that went to lakeside Mrt to top-up ez-link card...yada3...
and then went to Boon lay to buy some stuff for the CIBTC and coincidentally, mom was there -__________-
anyhow before that i was practically standing by her side and do you know what she said...
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mom: Ehk ez buat ape kat sini? tak balik?
me: -_-
mom: teperanjat ibu...ingat kan kau bangala mane entah keje kat sini...
me: -___-
mom: anyway kau uat ape kat sini?
me: ouh ez nak beli barang untuk C.I course next week...
mom: ok bagos la tu, boleh tolong ibu angkat barang nanti..
me: huh? asal? ez datang sini nak beli barang ez, bukan nak tolong ibu...
mom: ala' ez dah kat sini nak uat ape...tengok Tuhan tunjuk kau arah sini jadi kau leh tolong ibu..
me: -____-
me: ape-ape je lah...haiz..
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well firstly i can't believe that mom actually call me bangala (i'm not being racist here...)
and secondly i met up with mom so that i could help her...-_-

but still its a good thing coz helping mom is doing a good deed (^^.)
and secondly i prefer her calling me "muthu-samy"
(the reason why she call me that is that i'm like the darkest skin in the house...therefore...anw i'm beginning to become dark/tan back...sheehs =| )
so yada3...
then after that went home...then my "homies" from my hood text...play soccer...then i got the "greatest shock" of my life...well i saw my neighbour(he) with and ex-blgps(she) and
coincidentally i've known her from primary school and she was "kinda kena kutok" mostly by the guys...(*hint to those blgps peeps = the boys usually call her STICK-WOMAN)
and so i heard rumors that they are like attached...and thats shock me..
(anw don't get the wrong idea that i'm jealous or what...its just something that i was least expected...)
anyhow after that played soccer and the aftermath of that was my feet are cover with blister...and one of it had blood in it...like literally, blood...
and now i can't stand properly...hah sheehs =|
anw i gtg...dads been asking me to close the comp and sis been bugging me to borrow some stuff...hah sheehs =|
bb tc and cya ...

2008-11-26T23:16:00.002+08:00

hello again...well currently i can't sleep...and no, i got no problems...well except for one problem...
and that is, BED BUGS...yeah...that pesky insects *gross out*...well actually, adik's bed been infested not mine but i had to be cautious...and this bed bugs is like gross, it feed on blood at night when you are sleeping...and its no surprise if you can see blood stains on the floor in my room...like literally...then i had to mop the floor.....sheehs =\ what a mess...
and then i had not done yet packing up my bag for next week... and not only that, i can't open up my email..its like W.T.F -_-
and does anyone know how to get rid of bedbugs?
anyway i need to check my email as the my squad-mates will send me some stuff about CIBTC...and yada3...(long story, short) if i didn't check my email i'll be left out...-_-
anyway...i've been bored either rotting at home or doing jobs at gramps house...haiz...
but anyway..next week onwards i'll be busy and most probably, M.I.A
ouh k....i gtg bb tc and cya ...

2008-11-26T16:01:00.002+08:00

well currently i'm at gramps house..nothing much to do yet...
and actual kinda bored at home..wish could go outside and hang around with friends...
speaking of which..on Monday Haqeem ask me to go to this SP event...well the event was on Tuesday and on that day, i had to help mom carry stuff, but in the end no need to..so i end up wasting my whole day rotting at home..Haiz....such a waste...
anyway... what am i doing now? well currently, gramps is like talking to me about jobs and recession..its funny talking to gramps about world crisis this days (while i'm crruently typing this on post.hahahax XD) anyway, i've still got to pack my bag for next week, R.C. (CIBTC) ...haiz...
and also my skin had become tanned than ever because of the course...haiz..what am i will be?
bored though...and now its raining, how am i going home? hiaz...
and tomorrow, mom, sis and lil bro are going breakfast at McDonalds @ JP...should i follow..?
nvm..
anw gtg..bb and tc cya =D

2008-11-24T12:13:00.002+08:00

heh. sorry for the previous post...
well for a second i, myself, thought i was dead...like seriously...(-__-)
comp at home had broken down, like suddenly..argh!! sheehs...
why do comps break down the time when you need them the most?! (espicialy during the holidays!!)

so had to do my stuff at gramps house...yeah and currently i'm at gramps house..
ouh ya when i said stuff, i mean CIBTC stuff...yeah its all about NPCC stuff, like Lesson Plan, Debrief and more....and most of them will be tested..its like an exam...and if you fail, had to retest until you pass...
tiring though...
well during the course i had friends all the way from Pasir Ris etc.

ouh ya did i mention that the Resdential Course (R.C.) is like "N.S." (-___-)
like seriously...i had to go and stay there during the week days and come back home during the week ends..and for three weeks (starting 1 of Dec)...so maybe that should explain my M.I.A
and not only that, during the Dec, i had a meeting with the school T.O, C.Is and "C.I-to-be"...(mostly those Sirs & Ma'am )...hahahax sheehs =|

i'll be busy...
and obviously i can't wait for 20th Dec..Investiture Ceremony/ P.O.P!!!!
(pakai No.1 Unifrom beb!!!!)
and they invite 2 guest and 1 officer...
will i asked Mr Tham, and he could not come...
so only 2 guest...and i think i ask my parents first before asking my frineds...
(anw who wants to go IF i'll ask?)
so theres many things going on my mind right now...

anw last week Sat (22th Nov)
had CIBTC so couldn't come to school open house...haiz..
somehow i miss school and most importantly my friends!!!!
and i just wish i could hang out with my friends espicially Mudd (before he go to Australia during December and during that month i'll be busy!!!! ARGH!!!!!)
well sometimes in life you had to made sacrifices espicially things thats important to you...
and letting go the most important thing is no easy thing... and getting over it is the hardest...right?

and now i'm stuck with my CIBTC stuff, proposal stuff...haiz...
anw i think i gtg...
CYA and TC!!!

all i could do now is to stand miles away and to look at you...
and hope that you'll never notice me there...
i try to forget it but it keeps come back...

2008-11-23T18:52:00.003+08:00

Faez is "DEAD".
(23 January 1992 - 23 December 2008)

2008-11-20T22:14:00.002+08:00

hello wussup =D
well today did nothing much...rot at home...
to tell the truth i'm getting bored at home..but still i can't wait for tmr and Sat!!
well basically Tmr gonna play soccer at commonwealth (maen kat padang la sehy!!!WOHOO!!!)
and Sat, got CIBTC course....
damn...being a C.I. is no easy business...well like they say no pain, no gain...
haiz...well they never say that responsibility is easy thing to handle...
anw in the afternoon, play games with adiks (boring nye pasal!!! hahahax XD)
well actually we kinda play-ed wrestling (my adik suggest that to me...-_-)
and obviously he end up crying...well its not my fault...
(other than banging his head on the floor... like literally...-_-)
then in the afternoon, also, i had to help mom carry stuff... but eventually dads back home early, so he gonna help mom rather than me hahahahax XD
(pemalas btol sak kau...)
then i'm so bored...bored till death...
like seriously...i never thought that holidays could be this bored, lonely and yet busy...
anw i think i gtg...

2008-11-19T19:44:00.002+08:00

hey there wussup...
currently i'm at Nyayi house..
before that went to Boon Lay to update my bank book then walk to J.W. to withdraw some cash..then took bus to B.Batok Mrt yada3...then came here...
anw i'm bored and tired after doing some chores at gramps house...haiz..
anw i can't wait for this Friday!! WOHOO!!! maen bola la beb!!! its been a long time i didn't play soccer...
then after that day, had CIBTC briefing course...tired day..haiz..
anw i think i gtg gramps calling...haiz..i think its back to work..hahahahax XD
bb TC and cya soon..=D

2008-11-18T23:42:00.002+08:00

hello...wussup..
anw today woke up early as i need to go to H.T.A. had this CIBTC uniform collection...
hiaz.. and so far i'm the only Male in the Area...
damn and the only "representative" from the school?

well got in the bus,
met up with Mei yu, Jolene(both from Jurong Sec) and Hafizah(from Yuhua Sec)..and we were a bit too early...anw then when we were reporting (according to gender), we had a "hard" time taking attendance as there's a few names that are kinda complicated much? example, mine? actually there's another person name Faiz...and so..when the sir called out Faiz/Faez we were like confuse...

Ouh Ya attendance was NERVE-WRECKING credits to SOMEONE!!! the Sir/Ma'am was like asking where is "THIS PERSON (her)" and in my mind i was like "Ouh Shiyt!!" then one of the sir looked at me with these eyes that could kill you as if he want an answer... sheehs =\

anw after that, we need to submit forms and yada3...
and not surprisingly, they comment the forms especially the Prelim Result slip....its like W.T.F.
so yeah...anw i didn't submit all the forms, left out only the Giro form...sheehs =\
so maybe tmr going bank at J.W. there...

then we off to Uniform collection...collection both No.1 and No.3 uniform...
and we had to collect some T- shirt/Polo -T (which end up paying for it W.T.F -_-)
btw when i reached home, i found out that i didn't get two T-shirt and yet had to pay for it? 30 bucks i think and lets hope its not too late to tell them that i didn't get that shirt...and the worse part is I'M BROKE!!!

anw had a short briefing then yada3...got home unpacked stuff...and went to sleep..
i was damn tired la sehy...then yada3...got up and was hungry, sis ajak-ed me to Jp but i was like lazy so didn't go....hahahax XD (pemalas betol!!!)
and cook something for myself...nothing much...

anw i found out that my little brother is way-off-weird...like really...example..
well like just now...dad got home, and he was like walk from the kitchen, to the bedroom then sat at the dining table..and its like few minutes dads been at home...now the weird part is...me and my little bro was at the living room watching Tv...and 30 minutes later he realised that dad was at home...and he was amazed that dad "magically-teleported" himself into the house...
i was like : ehk bodoh ayah dah lamer la balik ko tak perasan ke?
adik: ye ke?
and adik insist that dad "magically-teleported" himself into the house...-_-
(yeah like whatever ehk?)

so yeah...thats what happen much...?
anw tmr had to go to Bank, gramps house (Nyayi la sehy) yada3...
and get ready stuff for this Friday and Saturday event...
well basically this Friday i had soccer match and Saturday, had CIBTC course...
hahahax XD busy week much...?

anw gtg bb and TC guys =D

well i think my time is over
what more could i ask for?
its time where we would go on to our separate ways...
and only god know when will meet each other again...
but still...
they say in life, there are many 'what-ifs'...so..
the ending of a chapter, opens up a new story...

2008-11-17T21:46:00.002+08:00

hello...
well today i was woken up by Mudd's msg...surprisingly...
anw woke up and off to meet Mudd at TJ....and on the way there.... met Mr Tham, (yes, him, i met him its like OMG for all the people, him?) sheehs =|
anw talk in the bus yada3...("teacher-student conversation" much?) hahahahax XD
then after that, msg Mudd and like suddenly i feel so horny..like really... i msg-ed him like some horny, bastard, slut etc. O.O
anw after that met him played soccer with him, Wir and myself...( "gerek" dok -_- )
and if i'm not wrong we are the only express peeps that aren't finding jobs...
well actually for me, mom insist me to find jobs, but i was like lazy to find one XD
(budak pemalas btul!!!) haiz...XD
anw we played, chat about our secondary life, from sec 1 till now, problems...yada2...then we went our separate ways...me and Mudd went to Shing Siong, while Wir went home...
then yada3 eat at Macs yada3...
then it rains, got home...bath, change slept for a while and i went to Polyclinic coz i had a medical appointment...
so went there...and after the check up, i got the greatest shock of my life (well not the greatest actually, but it still shocking...) the total cost for a check up was $32.10....its like W.T.F!!!!
anw i paid half of it first...got home...yada3...then at night, had my haircut...
woHoO!!!! aku botak la sehy...hahahx XD ( giler o.O)
anw i can't stay long as tomorrow morning i had uniform collection ...
and i was like the only guy that's in the area? its like W.T.F. and i'm like alone...sheehs =\
damn, how much worse can life be...? wait...it is!! i'm like OFFICIALLY BROKE!!!!
(and i'm officially botak too =P)
Haiz...
anw gtg bb and TC =D

2008-11-16T22:37:00.002+08:00

hello...wussup guys?
today , morning went to religious class with dad at Assyakirin mosque...and met Fit there...
then after that went home....and in the afternoon went to Gramps house(again..) as we had kenduri...haiz.....then after the doa selamat...chit-chat and play games with cousin...ouh yeah..then me and cuzz went to this, website...well its hotel 626...some of you guys know... anw it was kinda scary and yet funny with my cuzz reaction....then we talk yada3...and my cuzz are getting a job...sheehs =| then mom ask me when/why am i not getting one...
then i was like -.-
anw i think because of recession people now days have a hard time finding jobs...sheehs =|
what's happening to the world today...? economics crisis much?
haiz....anw i'm gonna be busy...i never thought that holidays could be this busy and yet confusing...
and so...let the boring holidays begin...
anyway i wanna have an outing at Superbowl/ bowling maybe?
so any one wanna join? well i hope so you guys could join despite the busyness...(i bet everyone is too busy to have fun...)
nvm...
i think i gtg...well BB, TC and CYA soon?
let the boring holidays begin...(-.-)

2008-11-15T15:54:00.002+08:00

well currently i'm at gramps house..(umah Nyayi la seyh..)
i had to help her as tmr we had kenduri at gramps house...
any ytd, supposedly i had to see doctor for a medical check up, but then the nurse told me that its full so i had to come on monday..haiz....
anw i'm still confuse about something...and i'm not sure whether i'm able to resolved this...
damn....howcome, suddenly i feel so sentimental? ...damn...
anw gtg gonna help gramps...

If i were to love her,
would i have the chance
to take away her breathe
just like what she did to me.
They say she's hot but i say she's beautiful.
But now i know that i had blew my chance to love her,
giving me a second chance was a merely impossible thing.
Now that matter the most was her to be happy even though its hurting me.
but should i move on?

2008-11-14T22:26:00.005+08:00

Fitri asked me to do this survey, well here it goes.

RULE #1: People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.
RULE #2: Tag 5 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by. Continue this game by sending it to other people.

1. Do you have secrets?
- Yeah, lots of it =X

2. Would you fall in love with a boy/girl younger than you?
- Anything can happen, you'll never know
(cinta itu tiada batas..)

3. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
- as long as it takes, maybe?

4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
- well its for me to know and you not to find out what happen to it...hahahahax XD

5. Will you fall in love with your best friend?
- no, unless i had a girl for a best friend hahahax XD

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
- for me, its being loved by someone... but either way,both is blessed

7. If your parents didn't understand your big dreams,what will you do ?
- proved to them that you can do it and they will eventually understand you...

8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
- well as long as she's happy, I'm happy with it..

9. What is the first thing you want to do when you're legal?
- haven't think of that yet..

10. What would you do if your significant other cheats on you?
- just pray that the significant other doesn't do it again..

11. How would you see yourself in 10 years time?
- not sure, a more responsible man?

12. Who is currently the most important people to you?
- FAMILY

13. How many times your heart has been broken?
- to tell the truth..a few times..

14. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
- hmm...not sure, but as long as i'm happy with my life, it doesn't matter

15. What is your favourite colour?
- lime green/light green

16. If you're attached but you feel as if you like someone else, what would you do?
- currently i'm not attached (i'm single since the day i was born)....but still,
i'll be truthful to one and only...

17. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing the someone has done?
- forgive and try not to forget...

18. What do you want to tell the someone that you like?
- if i had the chance, i would said she's beautiful and i love her...

19. Choose one, normal relationships or serious relationships?
- normal relationship...(i'm too young for a serious one)

20. What are you thinking about now?
- problems/life/studies/that someone/

5 people to so this survey:
not sure, but any one will do....=D

2008-11-14T01:06:00.003+08:00

wussup..
just got back from Grad-Nite...
It was awesome, everybody was like DRESS TO IMPRESS or DRESS TO KILL, like for real....
the girls look so beautiful and hot ;) while the guys look smart and neat...
even the teachers was there, some of them were like still the same..but still i appreciate them for coming...sadly our form teacher (Mr. Wong a.k.a "my adopt-father") was not there... =(

Anw, i went off and met up with Yass , Ami and Kumar first as Yass's mom wanna sent us there...so went there and surprisingly the girls are like earlier than the boys...hahahax XD
so yada3...i sat beside Wei shan and Co.
(sorry guys if i didn't sat with you guys as theres no space left =P)
so yada3..the food looks like so tempting but the taste is like way off course...get it ;) hahahax XD
then theres this class Video and singing thingy...well the video was well done i might say but the singing part was (-_-")...so yeah after that we ended up taking picture...and the place was like... everywhere you go there's flashes that momentarily blinded your eyes...yeah..
so it took them about 1 hr to take pictures...(anw i'm sorry but i don't have the pics)
then after that went home...i went to J.P. with the crew...yada3....they went back home(taking bus) while i decided to walk home...and its kinda eerie you know...even the "Mats-Minahs" corner..hahahax XD (surprisingly they didn't hang out late like they used to..)
got back home...and i got nothing much to do...check my email and got one email from the CIBTC...damn...its seems that my first 3 weeks of Dec will be used up by the courses (-_-")

well since the Grad-Nite is like over, i wonder when will i meet my friends again..?
lets hope that we keep in touch with each other during the holidays even though we are like busy....i bet we will start missing each other on the next few weeks...hahahahahax XD
and the only thing that could keep us in touch is our blog, and hand phones? (so guys pls update your blog hahahax XD thx =D)
haiz...
i wonder what will we be in the future?

Anw i think i gtg...ByeBye and Take Care and CYA....

2008-11-13T14:25:00.002+08:00

well currently i'm all "tied up"...
bored and Grad-nite is like few hours to go...well i made my decision for what to wear for the event...and i made up my mind, to wear what i had in my closet...meaning i'll be wearing those clothes in my closet...-_-' get it? if you don't then nvm...haiz..anws i gtg and shot myself in the head..."BANG"...

2008-11-11T21:02:00.002+08:00

hello...
(anw today i got no mood...sorry...)
Just wanna say 'O' levels are like over...(hurray??)
well 'O' levels maybe over but still....then
i realised that i got some matters to settle...like:
1) i'm not sure what to wear for Grad-Nite..(which is this Thursday)
2) i'm not sure where or how am i going to get a job...(job seeker/agent?)
3) i'm not sure if i still want to go for the C.I. course...(this one i need help coz i'm totally lost)
4) i need to go check up by this week (latest?)
5) i'm(somehow) worried about the 'O' lvl RESULTS...
last but not the least....
6) i'm not sure if i get to see my friends again...(what happen if we lose contact?)
and i don't have much time to resolve those problems...
Damn....
and somehow i need time...time to find answer...haiz...
and now my head is like spinning...(O level dah habes otak pon leh mabok...S!@l je...)
and currently my mood is like argh!!!!
nevermind...(-_-")
hah sheehs =|

somehow all i wanted was to be all alone...
and then, yet again i wanted to be with my friends and family...
as my school life comes to an end...
i think i'll try not to keep secrets that i held for so long (since sec1?)
and maybe hope that its not too late...
i felt its time for us, friends, to come clean with each other, share all the ups and downs we went thru with each other.. our experiences, those bitter and yet sweet...friends that help us in our life...those who supports us no matter what...and now imagine those friends, and think what happen if we lose contact with each other... well its all up to you...chose your choice wisely....
and just to let you know, i'm a human and i made mistakes and i do have feelings...

anw gtg...

2008-11-10T18:15:00.002+08:00

currently i'm at Nyayi's house...(granny-father side) reason due to some personal matters...
anw...i just shot my head twice and i'm still alive...hahahax meaning i'm bored to death....
today... did nothing much... other than study/hang out with atiqah and kumar...had fun though...got back home and out again this time with dad to Nyayi house due to some personal matters.... and now had to take care of grandparents...(baik sak aku hehehe..)
and tmr is the last paper for 'O' YEAH!!!! and after that had G-Nite(Grad-nite) and i'm like still not sure what to wear for the occassion...haiz...
anw can't post in details maybe next time...anw gtg TC and CYA...

2008-11-06T23:39:00.004+08:00

Hey there..hahahax (2nd post of the day?)
anw i was bored so...yeah surf the net...
anw i was like watching vids at YouTube...
and somehow i was watching the U.S. Presidential Election Campaign...mostly the Mr.Obama's speeches...and he was really convincing...Ouh k i think i'm being too Political...sheehs =|
anw in the afternoon i was like "organizing" my stuff coz its like messy (hah like duh~)
and found something interesting...
surprisingly its something that i wrote for like few years ago i think...
it goes something like this...
"Love is not about having good time together but about who you spent time with the most"
Whoa...surprisingly i can't believe i actually write that kinda stuff...and theres a lots more...-_-"
i mean like seriously...this was like kinda shocking...hahaha XD
somehow i do sometimes shock myself...(weird?)
Ouh k i'll think i should stop...coz its just not like me to be "jiwang"....hahahax XD but hey, anything can happen...
anw........
i need help with my outfit for the Grad nite...
to tell the truth, i'm actually not sure what to wear...ouh what the hack...
and maybe this Sat, sis gonna help me in choosing/buying outfit for me...(a makeover? Nahh...i don't think so...) and mom ask me to cut my hair...
and also sis said that this Sat the family gonna have Dinner @ IMM...(seriously, like Woah...)
i'm kinda bored now do know what to do...
maybe i write some crap...
here it goes...
(what ever i wrote pls try not to take it too literately its just plain boredom or speak my mind...)

If i were to love her,
would i have the chance
to take away her breath
just like what she did to me..

would she take my hand
even though i can't promise
her a happy ending?

there's a lot of things i wanna say to you
but i'm not quite sure how to...

anw till then CYA
bb and tc...
(^-^)

2008-11-06T12:32:00.002+08:00

Yo!! waddup?! (that sound so wrong...hahax XD)
anw ytd had Mt 'O' lvl paper...and so far it was manageable...
but one thing for sure my malay compo sux BIG time...(i'm not good with jiwang -kinda-words..or "bahasa indah" thingy...)
then after that went home change and went to Peninsula with the Express'o Crew(there are Mudd, Rafi, Erah, Marcus and Mann)... then in the train we were like noisy (when i say noisy, its really noisy )
so basically we were like laugh our ass off (with few people like staring at us) and also SLAPPING MY FACE(i got slapped in all direction left, right, front, back etc. you name it, they slapped it) ...-_-"
so yeah...i was literately got slap and therefore my face was like... what, nearly red?(i think..)
anw reach there, bought some stuff and survey things walk to and fro...then at around 5 pm, Mudd went off..then we kinda "lepak-ed" while waiting for Shak and Syafiq...
yada3...they arrived..then went shopping for Shak stuff...yada3...then Mann went off..and the survivors left were ME, Shak, Rafi, Erah, Syafiq and Marcus...so basically, we went to library at esplanade...then went off (on the way home), and like suddenly (like really randomly and suddenly) all hell break lose...we were like some wacko laughing out loud like nobody cares...and Shak, Rafi and Marcus were like making sick jokes(they're really funny, so funny that you can pee in your pants laughing...)
then in the Mrt, we were like talking about "you-may-know-who"...kinda guy...and were like laughing out really loud....
(anw when BOYS are talking about somebody, we are not gossiping but stating the facts...)
and we were like noisy...wait, we were more than noisy...hahahaha XD
yada3...got home...and basically thats what happen ytd...overall i had a blast hanging out with them...(^-^)
and for today...i was bored at home...like totally bored, rotting at home...
anw gotta go bb CYA....

2008-11-03T10:27:00.003+08:00

HELLO!!!!!
hahahax its been a long time...
anw 'O's haven't ended YET...but...still i just went online since no one is at home..(busy lately?)
well many things happen..(funny/weird/strange things happen...)
well example of one funny things..was...yesterday morning (Sunday)...i had to sent adik to Toa Payoh coz he got this "MindChamps" thingy...so after sending him, jalan2 then went home...thats when something happen...NO ONE was at home!!!! yeah so i was stuck outside my house...-_-"
then i msg-ed mom when she's coming home...and you know what...she reply, and said she'll be back in the afternoon...i was like W-T-F!!! yeah so i waited like some bagger outside my house...sheehs =|
then dad came early than mom so...yeah...and dad been laughing at me...with the "padan-muke-kau" kinda tone...sheehs -_-"
anw later i had my SS paper...sheehs =| and i had no idea what to do...so basically, i'm dead...
hahahax XD
then after 'O's mom asked me to look for jobs...i was like what -_-"...
anw i didn't quite know what kinda jobs i want to apply since the last time i had a job it was delivery-kinda-job....
haiz...what to do...
anw till then CYA...=D

(these are my last word for today..XD)
when the last chapter has ended, a new story will reveal itself....
when conversation had run dry, doesn't mean its time to say goodbye
even the best will fall sometimes,
even the wrong words seem to rhyme...
you tell her she's hot, but
i whisper to you, she's beautiful...

2008-10-20T22:43:00.002+08:00

'O' LEVEL + TAKING A BREAK + NO COMPUTER = A DEAD BLOG....
(-__-")

(until 'o' levels over...CYA)

2008-10-11T19:37:00.002+08:00

hello there...
well today...nothing much...
Had to wake up early morning due to tuition..which is in the morning -_-"
and obviously i woke up late, thus coming late for tuition...
tuition was...lets say..."interesting"...we talk about the economics crisis and somehow end up talking about some religion stuff...then after that watch this animation...Upin dan Ipin...
the characters of the shows i might say cute espicially Upin and Ipin...hahahax XD
after tuition...went back home...then the N/A peeps came...yada3...
now i'm like home ALONE...damn...actually i had to stay to study...'O's are like FEW MORE DAYS...so later i'll continue studying...
anw people this days are getting sick...so guys, better take care of yourself....
so yeah...and then tomorrow i'm not sure what to do....
so till then i gtg....
BB TC and CYA

2008-10-10T21:51:00.002+08:00

hello...well today school was....
well... one word... pathetic...utterly pathetic...
attendance was still the same 23 out of 40....and the worst part Ami (Angah) and Erah (Bini Angah)...tak datang...seorang beb...class was soooo MENDAK!!!!
during MT lepak dgn AhhMUDD (Pakcik)
expt for Geog...sat beside Wei Shan...he's one funny "jack-ass"...hahahax...example this conversation......
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Wei Shan (WS) : Faez do you know there's this time that i bought a chocolate and guess what..
Me: What?
WS: It cost me a few $$ and its was not cheap..
Me: Thats all?
WS: No, wait the best part is the name...
WS: D..
WS: A..
WS: I..
WS: M..
Me: Huh whats that?
WS: DAMN!!!!
Me: Hahahax lolx....
WS: Its like w.t.h...it cost me some bucks to buy one DAMN chocolate...
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
well...today i can say that Wei Shan made me day =D
hahahax
then after school went to friday prayers...met Ami there...
then after that went back to school for Maths paper1...
and surprisingly the attendance for that test was still pathetic....(kinda unexpected)
then after paper went home..yada3...
went home and got a call from tutor that today tuition is postponed ...and it will be tomorrow MORNING... (DAMN!!!!) malas sak nk bangun pagi2....
haiz...never mind...anw gtg bb and CYA =D